G-Mitt - The Abyss Lyrics

I spent a couple months outta action costed my sanity
Lost pop pop then my passion for rapping life couldn't grasp it
Balled my problems up like they was a napkin played tennis racket
Couldn't fathom the water deepened no paddle
I'm fighting a different battle there's evil with the shadow
Only me myself and I know that I never had em, matter fact
It wasn't straw that broke the camels back or killed the matador
Psychic ward, crazy motherfucker that you can't ignore
Ego pushed my back against the wall, may of tripped but never fall
Autumn Audemars I don't need diamonds dancing to know I'm a star
Not from Earth and out of touch reality seems so bizarre
Like that time I took 3 bars cause my ex chick had went nexus cause the sex was getting Raw
Monday nights Jim Ross sick vlogs shout out Luke Vaughn
Getting my bread like crouton, stacking chips put the crew on
Mustard I need that poupon oodles noodles and Udon
Yeah and around Christmas time call me Rudolph

December 26 what a gift just had my 20th
Month prior to this I lost my senses Covid did me in
Everything at once beat me to shit I was struggling
Never thought I'd see myself this low I felt the ugliest
High up late at night many times thought about me dying
Still not suicidal but the song resides and I aint lying
Fully been compliant predictions but aint no Myan
2012 all over it's going postal and Bezos buying
Prime to your doorstep over night
Douglas discount that's a Fisher Price
Wave your Pickett signs this ain't quitting time realest multiply
But sadly this generation is full of dandelions
And I got my heart set on the finish line
Me myself and I talk about a world colliding its catastrophic inner demons resorting to violence
Big bodies, Godzilla, Skull Island
2 monsters, 1 human, true psychic
Thought I was really the kid
Ego the size of a blimp
Sophomore Junior year studio sessions like it was a gym
9 days perfection sonnet then hit after hit after hit
Was calm before the aftermath had left an abyss