FuckedUpKids - Night-Time Dread Lyrics

Everyday in a million ways
I keep thinking about death
I just sleep during the day
Then begins the night-time dread
I just gave up on life
No nobody by my side
Can't you tell that i'm not fine
I just fucking lived invane
My mind is a dark place

Everything i see it's just a vision of my head
Cause i am constantly fed with a voice that wants me dead, i'm bleeding
I've been living like i'm sleeping
Now i'm waking up scared as fuck
Cause this world is not for me
It never was and it'll never be
And I don't know what i mean
When i tell you what I think
Cause my head it's just a mess
And i'm showing my regrets
I don't know how to escape
Fuck it
Always hated
My brain is annihilated
From the visions that i had
I'd be glad in my bed
If i could sleep or just be dead
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna feel
This life ain't real my dreams ain't real
Hate everything regret anything
Never asked a thing bleeding while i sing
Don't trust what i see don't know what i think
Night-time dread
In my head i'm already dead
I cannot live like this