Filip Horseman - surviving Lyrics

Surviving, not living
I can't find a reason
I'm tired of being
In this flesh prison
If we've got a purpose
Then what is my mission
Accomplished nothing
Still fighting my demons
I'm looking through photos
I swear I'm the same
It feels like I'm broken
The pain never changed
I hate this depression
I'm going insane
My power is nothing
Against this, I'm chained
Could you give me a hand
I'm too deep into this abyss of tears and
Painful, I want it all to end
I'm hopeful but I hate being fucking alive
You can read the message in my eyes
No one ever been there by my side
Now I'm lying in the rain no one ever ask me why
I could be the best but I don't wanna try
I can't feel my skin
I can't feel my skin
But my hands feel so good
When they're touching your chin
You know what I mean
You know what I mean
When I say you're the one
Though I'm the worst you've seen
I can't feel my skin
I can't feel my skin
But my hands feel so good
When they're touching your chin
You know what I mean
You know what I mean
When I say you're the one
Though I'm the worst you've seen
Surviving, not living
I can't find a reason
I'm tired of being
In this flesh prison
If we've got a purpose
Then what is my mission
Accomplished nothing
Still fighting my demons
I'm looking through photos
I swear I'm the same
It feels like I'm broken
The pain never changed
I hate this depression
I'm going insane
My power is nothing
Against this, I'm chained
Could you give me a hand
I'm too deep into this abyss of tears and
Painful, I want it all to end
I'm hopeful but I hate being fucking alive
You can read the message in my eyes
No one ever been there by my side
Now I'm lying in the rain no one ever ask me why
I could be the best but I don't wanna try

Surviving, not living
I can't find a reason
I'm tired of being
In this flesh prison
If we've got a purpose
Then what is my mission
Accomplished nothing
Still fighting my demons
I'm looking through photos
I swear I'm the same
It feels like I'm broken
The pain never changed
I hate this depression
I'm going insane
My power is nothing
Against this, I'm chained
Could you give me a hand
I'm too deep into this abyss of tears and
Painful, I want it all to end
I'm hopeful but I hate being fucking alive
You can read the message in my eyes
No one ever been there by my side
Now I'm lying in the rain no one ever ask me why
I could be the best but I don't wanna try
I can't feel my skin
I can't feel my skin
But my hands feel so good
When they're touching your chin
You know what I mean
You know what I mean
When I say you're the one
Though I'm the worst you've seen
I can't feel my skin
I can't feel my skin
But my hands feel so good
When they're touching your chin
You know what I mean
You know what I mean
When I say you're the one
Though I'm the worst you've seen
Surviving, not living
I can't find a reason
I'm tired of being
In this flesh prison
If we've got a purpose
Then what is my mission
Accomplished nothing
Still fighting my demons
I'm looking through photos
I swear I'm the same
It feels like I'm broken
The pain never changed
I hate this depression
I'm going insane
My power is nothing
Against this, I'm chained
Could you give me a hand
I'm too deep into this abyss of tears and
Painful, I want it all to end
I'm hopeful but I hate being fucking alive
You can read the message in my eyes
No one ever been there by my side
Now I'm lying in the rain no one ever ask me why
I could be the best but I don't wanna try