Ferda - Not Worth It Lyrics

Cut wrist falling in to the abyss
Walk inside my room find my body motionless
Now you acting like I don't exist
Sorry that I did it but I can not handle this
Cut wrist falling in to the abyss
Walk inside my room find my body motionless
Now you acting like I don't exist
Sorry that I did it but i can not handle this
I thought I needed you even though I hated you
I know you hated me
I was blind couldn't see
Tried to take a shot
Pull up long distance three
But it didn't fall
Now you'll see me in your dreams
Yea
Mama said you was the devil
But I didn't listen now my heart will cumble
I was a little much should of left you in your bubble
Now i'm gonna have to deal with life with the trouble
Cut wrist falling in to the abyss
Walk inside my room find my body motionless
Now you acting like I don't exist
Sorry that I did it but I can not handle this
You're still not over him
It's time to wake up
He's never coming back
Now get your head up
You tried to start drama it's all you're good for
You really messed up expect a knock at your door
We could of had it all and you threw it away
Now you're gonna cry cuz you lost your own game
You went out of your way to try and hurt me what a shame
Try again bitch your life is pretty fucking lame
This quarantine shit really getting to my head
That doesn't change the fact I ment every word that I said
Too bad your buddy Cole wasn't even on your side
Think about it twice this isn't my first time
You'll love me when I pass away
It's my turn girl won't you fucking stay
You're killing me just put me in my grave
Lie awake with a bullet in my brain
You'll love me when I pass away
It's my turn girl won't you fucking stay
You're killing me just put me in my grave
Lie awake with a bullet in my brain
Cut wrist falling in to the abyss
Walk inside my room find my body motionless
Now you acting like I don't exist
Sorry that I did it but I can not handle this
Cut wrist falling in to the abyss
Walk inside my room find my body motionless
Now you acting like I don't exist
Sorry that I did it but i can not handle this

Cut wrist falling in to the abyss
Walk inside my room find my body motionless
Now you acting like I don't exist
Sorry that I did it but I can not handle this
Cut wrist falling in to the abyss
Walk inside my room find my body motionless
Now you acting like I don't exist
Sorry that I did it but i can not handle this
I thought I needed you even though I hated you
I know you hated me
I was blind couldn't see
Tried to take a shot
Pull up long distance three
But it didn't fall
Now you'll see me in your dreams
Yea
Mama said you was the devil
But I didn't listen now my heart will cumble
I was a little much should of left you in your bubble
Now i'm gonna have to deal with life with the trouble
Cut wrist falling in to the abyss
Walk inside my room find my body motionless
Now you acting like I don't exist
Sorry that I did it but I can not handle this
You're still not over him
It's time to wake up
He's never coming back
Now get your head up
You tried to start drama it's all you're good for
You really messed up expect a knock at your door
We could of had it all and you threw it away
Now you're gonna cry cuz you lost your own game
You went out of your way to try and hurt me what a shame
Try again bitch your life is pretty fucking lame
This quarantine shit really getting to my head
That doesn't change the fact I ment every word that I said
Too bad your buddy Cole wasn't even on your side
Think about it twice this isn't my first time
You'll love me when I pass away
It's my turn girl won't you fucking stay
You're killing me just put me in my grave
Lie awake with a bullet in my brain
You'll love me when I pass away
It's my turn girl won't you fucking stay
You're killing me just put me in my grave
Lie awake with a bullet in my brain
Cut wrist falling in to the abyss
Walk inside my room find my body motionless
Now you acting like I don't exist
Sorry that I did it but I can not handle this
Cut wrist falling in to the abyss
Walk inside my room find my body motionless
Now you acting like I don't exist
Sorry that I did it but i can not handle this