Fello-De-Se, Xstitch - When I Die Lyrics

Torn apart I'm feeling broken inside
Lyin' on my back I'm bombarded with questions like am I alright
My death is eminent I'm smothered in your ignorance
You've left me unsupervised with a whole set of knives guess who's dying tonight
Ya ya think you know pain
Just take a day in of this
I think I'm runnin outta room on my wrist
Ok Suppression almost impossible
Watch me pick up a bottle
And throw this all out the window
Feelin' like I'm lit up inside
Is this what livin' is like
There has to be a better way is what I'm tryin to find
And if this really is life I gotta find a way out
Get out
Get out
Get out
I spent so much just thinkin' how to kill myself
Bullet or a belt or overdosing on a pill
I gotta brick up on the pedal
And there ain't no way I'm slowing down
Aye Looks like it's freedom for me
Ya ya think you know pain
Just take a day in of this
You never could it'd have you runnin' out the room like a bitch
So get out aye ya
So get out aye ya
I know that I will lose this war
The clock is counting down the seconds til I hit the floor
I can't wait for when I die
Save me from my own life
Please put out of my misery
I'm dying inside
I can't wait for when I die
Save me from my own life
Depression engulfing me utterly
I'm drowning inside my own mind
Blacked out closed door legs bruised bed sores
Bleeding on my room floor feeling rotten to the core
I can't escape my own desire to take the fall
Slit writs blade dull
Fuck yo bitch end it all
Ambulance make the call
Feelin like I'm 1 foot tall
Can't take the damage and I'm all out of time
Fuck your good life
Fuck your good life
Can't take the damage and I'm all out of time
I can't wait for when I die
Save me from my own life
Please put out of my misery
I'm dying inside
I can't wait for when I die
Save me from my own life
Depression engulfing me utterly
I'm drowning inside my own mind
Fuck your good life
Fuck your good life
Can't take the damage and I'm all out of time

Torn apart I'm feeling broken inside
Lyin' on my back I'm bombarded with questions like am I alright
My death is eminent I'm smothered in your ignorance
You've left me unsupervised with a whole set of knives guess who's dying tonight
Ya ya think you know pain
Just take a day in of this
I think I'm runnin outta room on my wrist
Ok Suppression almost impossible
Watch me pick up a bottle
And throw this all out the window
Feelin' like I'm lit up inside
Is this what livin' is like
There has to be a better way is what I'm tryin to find
And if this really is life I gotta find a way out
Get out
Get out
Get out
I spent so much just thinkin' how to kill myself
Bullet or a belt or overdosing on a pill
I gotta brick up on the pedal
And there ain't no way I'm slowing down
Aye Looks like it's freedom for me
Ya ya think you know pain
Just take a day in of this
You never could it'd have you runnin' out the room like a bitch
So get out aye ya
So get out aye ya
I know that I will lose this war
The clock is counting down the seconds til I hit the floor
I can't wait for when I die
Save me from my own life
Please put out of my misery
I'm dying inside
I can't wait for when I die
Save me from my own life
Depression engulfing me utterly
I'm drowning inside my own mind
Blacked out closed door legs bruised bed sores
Bleeding on my room floor feeling rotten to the core
I can't escape my own desire to take the fall
Slit writs blade dull
Fuck yo bitch end it all
Ambulance make the call
Feelin like I'm 1 foot tall
Can't take the damage and I'm all out of time
Fuck your good life
Fuck your good life
Can't take the damage and I'm all out of time
I can't wait for when I die
Save me from my own life
Please put out of my misery
I'm dying inside
I can't wait for when I die
Save me from my own life
Depression engulfing me utterly
I'm drowning inside my own mind
Fuck your good life
Fuck your good life
Can't take the damage and I'm all out of time