Fello-De-Se - iguessthisisgoodbye Lyrics

All I've ever known is how to cope with the pain
I feel so fucking empty I'm just wasting away
How I am I supposed to live my life like this?
I still question god like why do I exist?

When I was younger I was certain I would kill myself
And now I struggle constantly with my decaying mental health
It doesn't ever stop and it don't matter who I tell
I'm feeling so conflicted think I really need some help
But you don't need to keep on frontin' like you really cared
This bitter sweet release is pressing more then I could bare
It's like my mom would tell ain't no shit in life that's fair
I guess this is goodbye I'm just so sick of my despair

I feel like I should give up I wanna give up
I feel like I should give up I'm gonna give up
I feel like getting fucked up I pour it in my cup
I feel like getting fucked up I'll roll another one

Well I changed it up my mind just keeps on switchin' lanes
Anxiety is up I'm just so frantic to explain
Depression pushing down on me now I wanna blow my brains
I keep on dragging through this life I don't do this shit for fame

All I've ever known is how to cope with the pain
I feel so fucking empty I'm just wasting away
How I am I supposed to live my life like this?
I still question god like why do I exist?

I feel like I should give up I wanna give up
I feel like I should give up I'm gonna give up
I feel like getting fucked up I pour it in my cup
I feel like getting fucked up I'll roll another one