Envyus - When I Miss You Lyrics

Too preoccupied looking at these fucking texts
She told me that I showed her that I'm just like the rest
Goddamn baby can't you see I tried my fucking best
Ripped my heart right out and left a hole up in my chest
But the way you hold me makes me think you second guess
Tell me are you permanent or just another guest
If we going right tell me why you facing left
I want you so bad but wouldn't blame you if you left
If I see you with that man I might break his fucking neck
Nah hold on I need to chill out
I know you fucking hate it when I got my anger talking
But violent tendencies what I been 'bout
Maybe that's a reason why you walking
But I'd never hurt you so just chill now
I don't wanna be the guy that's stalking
When you look at me you got a deep frown
I don't wanna be such a bother when I'm calling, yeah
Maybe it'd be better if I let you walk away
You tell me there's no reason why you think you should stay
Please slow down I'm running out of shit to say
I regret the way I hurt you and I feel it everyday
But tell me someone else that could do what I do
All the hoops you presented but for you I jumped through
I ain't gon' front like this shit is all cool
Cause I lose mine every time I see you
I ain't gon' lie I've been sad it's true
I'mma cover that shit up with money and jewels
Cause fuck in a rainbow it's green over blue
You ever put your right foot in a left shoe?
Uncomfortable as fuck, how I felt when I left you
Impression in my head, can't forget how I met you
When I'm gone you gon' miss me, that I can bet you
I get pissed when I miss you

You gave me security
Now you put fear in me
Shattering shit that was dear to me
I kept you near to me
Killed insecurity
Nobody else got a heart that's as pure as me
Don't take me seriously
I know you well
Ye told this tale
Bitch took his soul but that shit ain't for sale
It's me that I failed
My mind going stale
Weight on my shoulders a ton on this scale
Tell me why the fuck you just can't quit
The way you explain, in my head it don't fit
Lies that you told I can't ever forget
Thought I moved on but I'm getting sucked in
Thought I was through but it's you I'm fucking
Why do I want you when you made me nothing
Try to let it out but I'm feeling shut in
Fuck you, fuck this, and fuck it

Fuck this and fuck it
Fuck you, fuck this, and fuck it
Fuck this and fuck it
Fuck you, fuck this, and fuck it
Fuck you and fuck you
Fuck you, fuck this, and fuck it
Fuck you, fuck this, and fuck it

You say that you will but you won't
You say that you do but you don't
Baby you got what I need
You know I got what you want

You say that you will but you won't
You say that you do but you don't
Baby you got what I need
You know I got what you want

You say that you will but you won't
You say that you do but you don't
Baby you got what I need
You know I got what you want

You say that you will but you won't
You say that you do but you don't
Baby you got what I need
You know I got what you want