Envyus - Thoughts of a Phantom Lyrics

The only thing that shatters all my fantasies
Is knowing one day you'll abandon me
I'm a phantom can't you see?
Can't you fathom what I need?
Wreaking havoc when I breathe
Cause I know one day I'll leave
But I'll have this part of me that stays behind and lives beyond
All these songs that contain a piece of my heart
Pierce my scars finding beauty's often hard
When you always look at stars
But you never see the headlights off the car
Not until it's been too long
Not until you've come too far
Another day
Another song
More shit to say but it all feels wrong
I don't make no hits
Some days feels like I don't make shit
Like I waste my breath coming out my lips
I've been digging hard through the sand and the grit
Feel like a glitch in the system
Feel like I'm Grinch on Christmas
Feel like a gift but they missing it
Man I miss my bitch
I hate hiding, sliding by
Face paint hiding tears in my eyes and pain under my disguise oh why
Oh why
Why I why me
How do I satisfy my needs?
Do you read between the lines
Or just to pass the time
Cause it's all intertwined

If you enter my mind
You'll see beyond the lies
You'll lose the bond of time
You'll feel the wrongs of mine
The long and somber highs that never stay awhile
Raid the wild fake the smile hate the child in me cause he plants the seed
Of hope and happy dreams

If you enter my mind
You'll see beyond the lies
You'll lose the bond of time
You'll feel the wrongs of mine
The long and somber highs that never stay awhile
Raid the wild fake the smile hate the child in me cause he plants the seed
Of hope and happy dreams

Hope and happy dreams
Hope and happy dreams
Hope and happy dreams