Envyus, Result - The Narrative Lyrics

What do I got if not love
Who do I have if not us
Who are you when I don't look
Am I the villain in your book
You wouldn't know how long it took
To come back from suicides cold hooks
I can't stand your cold looks when I do something you despise
We don't ever see eye to eye unless it's when we both cry
I lie way too much to you
I can't mean as much as you say I do to you and it's true
I ain't tryna be rude to you
I ain't tryna get rid of you
I'm just tryna escape all this ridicule
It's ridiculous feel minuscule all day when I sit next to you
All up on that high horse where you overlook my cubicle
Keep me small and stand tall just so I can't even look at you
You ain't perfect you ain't God
Quit living in that dumb facade
I'm just tryna go out west and you wanna stay all in the garage
I can't stay parked no no
I gotta start and go
I gotta make the shows
I gotta sail my boat
Ain't no matter what the cost even if it's your loss
I gotta chase that boss status
I gotta chase that life lavish
Cause I know that I can have it
Yeah I know I'm good enough
I gotta stay consistent
Silver tongue proficient
Showcase that I'm gifted
Blessed to say I'm different woah

Flexing what I'm missing
What's a life worth living if you ain't really happy
If you ain't nasty don't at me shoutout to Faiyaz he slapping
What's the difference between you and this bitch bending backwards
Got them sitting shocked like I'm in a church saying bad words
My bad mood in this sad booth in this black room is unusual
Wake y'all up like Taboo
I got sauce like ragu
If he just want some pressure then these bullets might harass dude
You see what them racks do
Rags to riches, chicks to bitches, friend to foe
Man what's the difference
All I got is my image
I polish out the blemishes
Not a whole lot of friendships
But the ones I got are endless
Shoutout to my homies
Them my brothers Zack and Cody
Drake and Josh we taking off and they ain't ever been no phonies
They ain't left me lonely
They ain't getting cold feet
They my fucking back bone and they won't see me folding
I play with a full deck
Ace inside my sleeve sitting right next to the razor that I'm keeping if they all step
I ain't gonna die next cause they won't notice my death
I just wanna matter and help people out with my breaths