Envyus - Money and Pain Lyrics

I can't decide if I wanna start talking bout money or pain, well shit maybe both
I can't decide if I wanna start moving by rari or plane, shit maybe a boat
I can't decide if I wanna start dealing with pain and cope, well shit fuck them both
Living in limbo inside of a lambo
Sounds like a life that I think I can handle
My jeans distressed like a damsel
My demons dressed like a model
Both of my pockets on camel
Both of my feet on the throttle
Looking at both of my hands full of problems
Stained blue and green from my dollars, addicted to commas
Baby I'm awful
Come down to Georgia and dance with the devil we go 'til the morning
Living like me, I ignore what's important
Baby you gorgeous, you make me feel like I'm blessed in a world that's so horrid
Soaking up trauma I'm porous
You light the way like you Horus
I can't afford this
I can't be risking my love in the rain and look baby it's pouring
Tryna stay dry I don't heed my own warnings
Move like a warrior, gamble with life I might lose it for sure
Songs like this holding my favorite parts
Some of my really most personal bars
Living inside of my metaphors like I'm in prison
I'm living behind all my bars
Put a gold cast over all of my flaws
Baby hold fast I'll be home by tomorrow
Girl we won't last if you egging me on
Live on the edge
Live in the dark
Living too fast
Ain't tryna live long
Move like a shadow I step without sound
In love with an angel she don't touch the ground
So I can't tell her whenever I'm wrong
The voice in my head likes to sing pretty loud
When I step out
I avoid crowds
I don't like faces they fake anyhow
Where is my place in the wild
What good does it do if I'm rich but can't smile
Man I been feeling like shit for a while
Add this little song to the pile
Full of the things that I hoped was gon' fix me but only just let my ass down
Mountains of paper
Enough for a Bible
Shoutout to my savior
Need later right now
Them gates straight to heaven
Them gates to a mansion
If this don't make sense you might see me as senile

I can't decide if I wanna start talking bout money or pain, well shit maybe both
I can't decide if I wanna start moving by rari or plane, shit maybe a boat
I can't decide if I wanna start dealing with pain and cope, well shit fuck them both
Living in limbo inside of a lambo
Sounds like a life that I think I can handle
My jeans distressed like a damsel
My demons dressed like a model
Both of my pockets on camel
Both of my feet on the throttle
Looking at both of my hands full of problems
Stained blue and green from my dollars, addicted to commas
Baby I'm awful
Come down to Georgia and dance with the devil we go 'til the morning
Living like me, I ignore what's important
Baby you gorgeous, you make me feel like I'm blessed in a world that's so horrid
Soaking up trauma I'm porous
You light the way like you Horus
I can't afford this
I can't be risking my love in the rain and look baby it's pouring
Tryna stay dry I don't heed my own warnings
Move like a warrior, gamble with life I might lose it for sure
Songs like this holding my favorite parts
Some of my really most personal bars
Living inside of my metaphors like I'm in prison
I'm living behind all my bars
Put a gold cast over all of my flaws
Baby hold fast I'll be home by tomorrow
Girl we won't last if you egging me on
Live on the edge
Live in the dark
Living too fast
Ain't tryna live long
Move like a shadow I step without sound
In love with an angel she don't touch the ground
So I can't tell her whenever I'm wrong
The voice in my head likes to sing pretty loud
When I step out
I avoid crowds
I don't like faces they fake anyhow
Where is my place in the wild
What good does it do if I'm rich but can't smile
Man I been feeling like shit for a while
Add this little song to the pile
Full of the things that I hoped was gon' fix me but only just let my ass down
Mountains of paper
Enough for a Bible
Shoutout to my savior
Need later right now
Them gates straight to heaven
Them gates to a mansion
If this don't make sense you might see me as senile