English - If These Walls Could Talk Lyrics

One day I'll be gone
God, save me. I'm lost
One day I'll be gone
God, save me. I'm lost
Baby, it's been killing me to reach you when I'm down and out
I hate to admit it, but it kills me when you're not around
2016 destroyed me. I feel I've lost it all
This lonely little room of mine would cry if these walls could talk
This ain't no injury no way that I could walk it off
Love is like a broken record I just need to pause the song
I never thought that I'd let five years just pass me by
I'm asking why God has cursed me with a fragile mind
I'm like a moth to flame so I am always getting burned
Or maybe I'm a masochist I get pleasure out of getting hurt
I miss our young love, summer weather, crazy nights
But now I'm in this empty bar underneath these hazy lights
It's in the past for you
It's in the past for me
If I could snap my fingers, I would take us back to Apple street
But Kyle moved away now and so did Harworth
There's a family now that's been living in that apartment
Man, my anger got the best of me
I wish we would've talked it out
Cause now I'm drinking booze and poppin' pills until I'm falling out
Everything I've ever done and everything I've said was wrong
I wish I had the fucking balls to do it 'cause then I'd end it
You were my rock, you were my world. I never thought about it
If I'm being honest, baby, I'm so fucking lost without you
It's for the best you left 'cause baby I've been making progress
I may say I'm fine, but lately I just say it often
I used to drink to take the pain 'cause it erased my problems
Used to see your face. Every day I'd grab a case to polish
Shit, it makes me nauseous. Hold a .38 and cock it
My spirit drags my body wanna blow my brains to stop it

One day I'll be gone
God, save me. I'm lost
One day I'll be gone
God, save me. I'm lost
Baby, it's been killing me to reach you when I'm down and out
I hate to admit it, but it kills me when you're not around
2016 destroyed me. I feel I've lost it all
This lonely little room of mine would cry if these walls could talk
This ain't no injury no way that I could walk it off
Love is like a broken record I just need to pause the song
I never thought that I'd let five years just pass me by
I'm asking why God has cursed me with a fragile mind
I'm like a moth to flame so I am always getting burned
Or maybe I'm a masochist I get pleasure out of getting hurt
I miss our young love, summer weather, crazy nights
But now I'm in this empty bar underneath these hazy lights
It's in the past for you
It's in the past for me
If I could snap my fingers, I would take us back to Apple street
But Kyle moved away now and so did Harworth
There's a family now that's been living in that apartment
Man, my anger got the best of me
I wish we would've talked it out
Cause now I'm drinking booze and poppin' pills until I'm falling out
Everything I've ever done and everything I've said was wrong
I wish I had the fucking balls to do it 'cause then I'd end it
You were my rock, you were my world. I never thought about it
If I'm being honest, baby, I'm so fucking lost without you
It's for the best you left 'cause baby I've been making progress
I may say I'm fine, but lately I just say it often
I used to drink to take the pain 'cause it erased my problems
Used to see your face. Every day I'd grab a case to polish
Shit, it makes me nauseous. Hold a .38 and cock it
My spirit drags my body wanna blow my brains to stop it