Endie - lose again Lyrics

Why everything gotta be a competition
The world is so full and its filled with optimism
Sometimes i dont feel like livin
I guess im better than i was in the beginning
Its okay
Fuck it doing this today
Fall in love i get away
Things are really not the same
I know its hard to stay
Some things r so pitiful
Rip my heart down to my core
This love is so magical
What r u here for
I might have to run it back
You give me a heart attack
I don't know what i lack
Runnin building up my cardio
I know itll get better but
Idk where i started at
Everything around me
It all just starts to collapse
Now im giving up cause i know that
It wont get better in the end
And im breakin these walls cause
Im better than he could've ever been
Why are you even trying if you knew
It was better back then
I cant even keep going on
Cause i cant lose a friend
I cant give in
I been at my worse
I dont really wanna
Lose again
I cant give them
What they really want
Cause i dont even have enough

Why everything gotta be a competition
The world is so full and its filled with optimism
Sometimes i dont feel like livin
I guess im better than i was in the beginning
Its okay
Fuck it doing this today
Fall in love i get away
Things are really not the same
I know its hard to stay
Some things r so pitiful
Rip my heart down to my core
This love is so magical
What r u here for
I might have to run it back
You give me a heart attack
I don't know what i lack
Runnin building up my cardio
I know itll get better but
Idk where i started at
Everything around me
It all just starts to collapse
Now im giving up cause i know that
It wont get better in the end
And im breakin these walls cause
Im better than he could've ever been
Why are you even trying if you knew
It was better back then
I cant even keep going on
Cause i cant lose a friend
I cant give in
I been at my worse
I dont really wanna
Lose again
I cant give them
What they really want
Cause i dont even have enough