Emanny - I Messed Up Again Lyrics

This wasn't what it suppose to be
Found myself right back with the woman
I was suppose to leave
And even with all the pain and drama
She find herself back to me and i let her in
And we right back where we ended
I know that what we are ain't right
Thought i'd leave her after one night
Heading right back in her bed
She all in my head and i ain't think twice
Said she love me but it don't show
And she with a nigga while I'm on the road
And if she fuck around with that fuck around
He gonna fuck around and get smoked

Cause i gave this girl my life
Put in all my time
Even when i knew we wouldn't last
Still stuck around and i try
To make things work
Through all this hurt but we
Get bad then get worse
And with everything i learnt before
Sad to say that

I messed up i messed up

And it's just the way the world turns
Some people don't learn
Its to late to change it, Its too late

I messed up i messed up

And it's just the way the world turns
Sometimes you got to crash before you learn
I messed up, i messed up again

Feels like i fucked up a plan
Like I'm less of a man
Because i was once here before
Swore i wouldn't be again
Last time i fell for your lust
And put my heart in your trust
To regret what we were
Just to go back and mess up again