Emalay - Heartbreak Lullabies Lyrics

This sounding like some victory shit
This how I'm feeling

This the new year epiphany
I've been up 40 hours I don't know how to sleep
I'm pouring blood in these lyrics just hear my energy
I'm fighting demons like critics testing my melodies
Forgiving grudges, I'm moving on from the times
I told her that I'd be fine
She didn't wanna believe
Now the money coming in, and it's coming in on repeat
Made a song for me and mines so I could fuck her to the beat
I'm so pretty when I speak and sexy inside her cheeks
She love me until I bust, and then It's leave
No connections anymore, but that's okay can't be judging
I'm just as screwed as any motherfucker from this dungeon
We pray for better days, but I'm just praying for this money
I stopped having friends because their toxic and it's ugly
These guys so egotistic I thought me and you we're buddies
You switched over some bitches and that shit really disgust me
Yeah

Keep this pen with me inside my grave
Hurting people you don't wanna face
Took a detour right on the way
It's time you take a leap of faith
It's time you break cycle, I got some high hopes
I got money on mind though, I can't just pipe no
Feelings mixing with some liquor turn me to a psycho
I feel you in every mirror, demons on my shadow

I remember trying to study law while breaking the law
I remember ecstasy almost had broken my jaw
Funny lines, till the jokes off and nobody owns
These people fake so I doze off don't care anymore
Painting pictures with these similes they're coming to flesh
Finding bitches to replace the scars I have in my head
Said 'I love you' more than once but I must really confess
There's only one girl I've ever loved I'm sorry again
I don't wanna be forgotten, still don't fit in your groups
All these silicone friends, couldn't tell me the truth
All these headstones growing I don't know what to do
It's only time I'm really facing ask my watch for the clues
All this mental abuse, all these lies coming true
All your memories fading and you don't have any proof
All them bitches so draining they'll get your akhis confused
All these pictures degrading you keep your life in your views
But I don't wanna be emotional so much
But this passion keep me up, I can't stop
Forget her name and leave, I don't care if we don't fuck
Tom ford Jasmin Rouge, got me smelling like a god
They see I'm taking off but I'm the same as you except I only focused on the love
You're focused on some other shit, and you ain't even up
I like dreaming big, but there's some steps you gotta touch
Never had a silver spoon I got it form the mud
Never had allowances, so please don't ever judge
Before you worry about it please go run it to the top
He worried bout a milli he ain't a seen a fucking buck
He desperate for some winnings but ain't ever had a loss

It's time you break cycle, I got some high hopes
I got money on mind though, I can't just pipe no
Feelings mixing with some liquor turn me to a psycho
I feel you in every mirror, demons on my shadow