Eelmatic - Scared to love Lyrics

Have you ever lost something good
But you pray you get it back now?
I be scared to love cause in the past
When I loved it ended bad down
All these songs about my life
You hear the flaws, they pretty ugly
They don't understand me
Them the ones who's gonna judge me
Same ones I was cool with at the bottom
I came up and now they mad now
Young nigga came a long way
I was just dropping the boxes in the hallway
Now a nigga out on tour
Yeah with Rod Wave
Bright lights on the stage
Like its Broadway
A nigga feeling like I'm dreaming
But its broad day
2 months later on the road
And my shawty she left
I had it wrong I thought
We'd be like Ayesha and Steph
I wonder if she's thinking
Is there anything that she regrets
Like have you ever lost something good
But you pray you get it back now?
Get it back now
I be scared to love cause in the past
When I loved it ended bad down
Ended bad down
All these songs about my life
You hear the flaws, they pretty ugly
They don't understand me
Them the ones who's gonna judge me
Same ones I was cool with at the bottom
I came up and now they mad now
I done had some dark days
And some long nights
Plenty nights I couldn't sleep
Stayed up talking to the mic
And I got so much inside
I need to air what's one my mind
It's hard to find the time when
You don't trust no one you around
I told myself I wouldn't
Love her now
But Cupid must've shot a
Nigga with 100 rounds
Always getting my hopes up high
And end up coming down
And when she leave
She always like a roundabout
Tryna' come back around
Have you ever lost something good
But you pray you get it back now?
Get it back now
I be scared to love cause in the past
When I loved it ended bad down
Ended bad down
All these songs about my life
You hear the flaws, they pretty ugly
They don't understand me
Them the ones who gon' judge me
Same ones I was cool with at the bottom
I came up and now they mad now

Have you ever lost something good
But you pray you get it back now?
I be scared to love cause in the past
When I loved it ended bad down
All these songs about my life
You hear the flaws, they pretty ugly
They don't understand me
Them the ones who's gonna judge me
Same ones I was cool with at the bottom
I came up and now they mad now
Young nigga came a long way
I was just dropping the boxes in the hallway
Now a nigga out on tour
Yeah with Rod Wave
Bright lights on the stage
Like its Broadway
A nigga feeling like I'm dreaming
But its broad day
2 months later on the road
And my shawty she left
I had it wrong I thought
We'd be like Ayesha and Steph
I wonder if she's thinking
Is there anything that she regrets
Like have you ever lost something good
But you pray you get it back now?
Get it back now
I be scared to love cause in the past
When I loved it ended bad down
Ended bad down
All these songs about my life
You hear the flaws, they pretty ugly
They don't understand me
Them the ones who's gonna judge me
Same ones I was cool with at the bottom
I came up and now they mad now
I done had some dark days
And some long nights
Plenty nights I couldn't sleep
Stayed up talking to the mic
And I got so much inside
I need to air what's one my mind
It's hard to find the time when
You don't trust no one you around
I told myself I wouldn't
Love her now
But Cupid must've shot a
Nigga with 100 rounds
Always getting my hopes up high
And end up coming down
And when she leave
She always like a roundabout
Tryna' come back around
Have you ever lost something good
But you pray you get it back now?
Get it back now
I be scared to love cause in the past
When I loved it ended bad down
Ended bad down
All these songs about my life
You hear the flaws, they pretty ugly
They don't understand me
Them the ones who gon' judge me
Same ones I was cool with at the bottom
I came up and now they mad now