Edge Da Prodigy - Emotions Of The Ocean Lyrics

Its been raining for years
I'm a droplet
Boxed in
Sitting on the floor beside the cot in
In the shelter
Got dudes across the room smoking crack till they lips melting
Paint velvet
I ain't even thinking bout it
I'm recording voice memos bout being heartbroken
Mind cloudy
Sound like I'm dying inside when I played it back
But who cares I got work in the morn
I just need to take a nap
Put the cover over my head so I don't smell it burning
Stomach turning
But the fact is I didn't need money tomorrow
I needed to walk in faith to start the journey but I'm stuck in my sorrows
Not realizing becoming more hollow
Wake up heading to the shower but got to wait
Cuz there's a loony in there tripping
Oh man not today
This month I got like five times I was late
How will I ever get promoted in the pharmacy?
Honestly
I'm starting not to give a damn
I done sought out God before
But felt numb to His holiness
I couldn't feel Him or it was so hard to get
Cuz Jesus knows I loved Him and on the daily I promoted it
I don't know why it was rough
I started to believe I could get closer to him by smoking blunts
Devil been on my shoulders
Best believe I knew he was
But I wasn't in the word so I was losing
He tore me up
Forgive me father
I get to stopping prayer like I been a bother
But I'll tell you this dad will never leave His son or daughter
We ain't headed to the slaughter
Not even close cant see the border
I promise you'll see it
I promise
This is how I know that He got us
Soon after moved out got a place felt alone
Dropped a Facebook status asking God to hold me down
How I wished He was here or a friend to talk nights
Little did I know three weeks later meet my wife
Time goes by got married quit smoking had my son
Feeling at peace but christian I was the only one
I felt cold even though I was able to give love
And then it all changed when Ashley called me speaking word huh
That's my sister
I done prayed for years to the mister
Bring her and deliver
Gave up she a sinner
I don't know if you could get her
Then a bestfriend delivered
Then my mom got delivered
Then a friend got healed tumors gone no more cancer
Man God be the answer
I cant deny that He living
Like when the sky's in your vision
Can't say there's no blue or you kidding
You might not understand but its still Edge when I'm spitting
Don't remember drug dealer drink spilling pop pilling
Yeah that hood dude from our history
He done gave it all up to God cuz to God he surrenders
So if you question Him you question me
Respect the business
I'm sick of all the madness
Sick of my flesh and lustful passions
Sick of not being perfect but I'm living for the master
So if you ever need help I'm flying over jet speed
Forget the baggage
God loves you more than you know and it hurts that you ask Him
As if the fact you breathing today isn't enough proof for the masses
Get your strap in
Ride of life a bumpy road but Christ will bring rapture
Flow captured by the bucket we call heart
Holy Ghost pass in
Pray I continue to see you and help those that need glasses
Have mercy
They not know what they do
Emotions of the ocean
We all have them

Its been raining for years
I'm a droplet
Boxed in
Sitting on the floor beside the cot in
In the shelter
Got dudes across the room smoking crack till they lips melting
Paint velvet
I ain't even thinking bout it
I'm recording voice memos bout being heartbroken
Mind cloudy
Sound like I'm dying inside when I played it back
But who cares I got work in the morn
I just need to take a nap
Put the cover over my head so I don't smell it burning
Stomach turning
But the fact is I didn't need money tomorrow
I needed to walk in faith to start the journey but I'm stuck in my sorrows
Not realizing becoming more hollow
Wake up heading to the shower but got to wait
Cuz there's a loony in there tripping
Oh man not today
This month I got like five times I was late
How will I ever get promoted in the pharmacy?
Honestly
I'm starting not to give a damn
I done sought out God before
But felt numb to His holiness
I couldn't feel Him or it was so hard to get
Cuz Jesus knows I loved Him and on the daily I promoted it
I don't know why it was rough
I started to believe I could get closer to him by smoking blunts
Devil been on my shoulders
Best believe I knew he was
But I wasn't in the word so I was losing
He tore me up
Forgive me father
I get to stopping prayer like I been a bother
But I'll tell you this dad will never leave His son or daughter
We ain't headed to the slaughter
Not even close cant see the border
I promise you'll see it
I promise
This is how I know that He got us
Soon after moved out got a place felt alone
Dropped a Facebook status asking God to hold me down
How I wished He was here or a friend to talk nights
Little did I know three weeks later meet my wife
Time goes by got married quit smoking had my son
Feeling at peace but christian I was the only one
I felt cold even though I was able to give love
And then it all changed when Ashley called me speaking word huh
That's my sister
I done prayed for years to the mister
Bring her and deliver
Gave up she a sinner
I don't know if you could get her
Then a bestfriend delivered
Then my mom got delivered
Then a friend got healed tumors gone no more cancer
Man God be the answer
I cant deny that He living
Like when the sky's in your vision
Can't say there's no blue or you kidding
You might not understand but its still Edge when I'm spitting
Don't remember drug dealer drink spilling pop pilling
Yeah that hood dude from our history
He done gave it all up to God cuz to God he surrenders
So if you question Him you question me
Respect the business
I'm sick of all the madness
Sick of my flesh and lustful passions
Sick of not being perfect but I'm living for the master
So if you ever need help I'm flying over jet speed
Forget the baggage
God loves you more than you know and it hurts that you ask Him
As if the fact you breathing today isn't enough proof for the masses
Get your strap in
Ride of life a bumpy road but Christ will bring rapture
Flow captured by the bucket we call heart
Holy Ghost pass in
Pray I continue to see you and help those that need glasses
Have mercy
They not know what they do
Emotions of the ocean
We all have them