Have you ever felt like you're drifting through life, struggling to find stability while battling inner demons? 🌊 This song captures the raw emotions of someone going through a difficult period, dealing with financial struggles, medication dependency, and a nomadic lifestyle. The narrator moves from place to place, avoiding attachment, while wrestling with feelings of inadequacy and disconnection. Despite reaching out to their mother for comfort, they struggle with guilt about potentially disappointing her. The repeated phrase "I'm serious now" seems to reflect a desperate desire to be taken seriously and to convince themselves they're ready for change. The imagery of being "up with the cirrus clouds" suggests both escape and a desire for perspective, while acknowledging their slim chances of success. It's a deeply personal exploration of mental health, isolation, and the yearning for stability. ðŸ’
