Dtrue - Orphanages Lyrics

Used to work so hard to try to make the NBA
I never got the W I'm losing spark baby
Cupid drew the arrow shot it through my heart baby
Never went to class I thought I wasn't smart baby
I'm always leaning on you acting like I'd play the part
Remember we was arguing I punched the fucking wall
Heart is bleeding now you leaving like I beat on you
Life's a test and you my life that's why I cheat on you
I'm just a cheater no lesser no more, it defeat us for sure
Gave you life but in my eyes there was no fetus for sure
Never had that baby wit you we aborted that ship
Thought that you was all about the kid like orphanages
Spread the news up on a mic like a reporter and shit
Maybe ida seen it coming if you warded the shit
But maybe not, I thank god it got, to a better place I gave you space I feel like you forgot
All the memories left in me now depression be getting me uh
Dealing wit these problems something more than a lesson be uh
Start to run off on a track so you could say that I begun
Missing shots you never take and it's a mistake to be dumb

Why the fuck is you playing wit me
This ain't no playground
Making my way down but I really feel like you don't know the shit I been through
Been thinking of you
I know he surprise you
But I'm right beside you
I could be inside you
Love the way you ride me
I been trynna find you

Nevertheless you gon settle for less
I'm curious why you curious
Delirious to all of my feelings don't know serious it is
But when you push my buttons all I know is Siri is telling you to come home yeah
I know that it could be confusing sometimes
Sometimes, you just gotta rewind, fine dining, flying, lying to my face
You call me bunny but the tortoise win the race
I got no money but I promise ima cake
I know he give you everything you ever wanted baby
I know that I'm behind them bars but I ain't wanted baby
If I pull up in a ghost then you might be haunted baby
I still remember that we almost fucking had a baby
No protection I guess
Just a lesson I guess
Anyway I know you happy wit that other guy
Just don't forget about the days when you was down to fly

Why the fuck is you playing wit me
This ain't no playground
Making my way down but I really feel like you don't know the shit I been through
Been thinking of you
I know he surprise you
But I'm right beside you
I could be inside you
Love the way you ride me
I been trynna find you