Dibbs - What It Feels Like Lyrics

I know that
Actions speak louder than words
So I've been working towards something
But in order to get there
This is my story
Yo
It's kinda crazy how it started
Met you on line had to make your heart a target
Dancing with the devil there was nothing I could bargain with
Found you at my highs but I lost you in my darkest
Picking up the pieces of a broken artist
Seeing you with him has been the hardest
The one I used to love till we parted
So close to your heart but now the farthest
Looking at the way it is now
Wishing I could go back and change how it went down
I know to you I have only been a let down
Broke your heart in two then you left an I wept wow
I'm selfish and I know it
I'm helpless I don't show it cause I'm vulnerable alone and
You can see that karma came back gotta cope with it
When I think about you too much I get home sick
Was always you I wanna grow with
Was always your hand I was holdin
Then it turned to your throat we were choking
Both drowning only you stayed devoted
You leaving me was the best thing
So proud of who you are keep progressing
You a fighter and a queen I was no king
I can only wish you the best of what life brings
Now I feel like
Yeah I feel like
I'm too numb to feel any shame
Now I feel like
Yeah I feel like
I'm too numb to heal any pain
If I could go back I would lie less
Look into your eyes an it would make sense
Been the man that you needed in a time of stress
Fill the void in my depression baby you a lioness
There's a lot that I would change but I can't
So I'm a just focus on being a better man
Will time slip by will I get the upper hand
Or will I just make the same mistakes again
Look that little girl is looking just like you
I catch myself staring but I don't try to
She brought me back to life when it all fell through
I hug her and tell her baby I love you
I like to pretend that it all worked out
Picture white picket fences that wrap around the house
Waking up together an always having you around
But I see through broken lenses ended up a different route
I want you to know that I've changed my stars
A million miles away but right here in my heart
I hold on to it until it's tearing me apart
But the fact of the matter is I left more than a mark
On you heart on your soul on your mind on your own
Left you in the cold with no place to call a home
Now Im numb fucked up and alone
Lost in the crowd as it swallows me whole
Now I feel like
Yeah I feel like
I'm too numb to feel any shame
Now I feel like
Yeah I feel like
I'm too numb to heal any pain

I know that
Actions speak louder than words
So I've been working towards something
But in order to get there
This is my story
Yo
It's kinda crazy how it started
Met you on line had to make your heart a target
Dancing with the devil there was nothing I could bargain with
Found you at my highs but I lost you in my darkest
Picking up the pieces of a broken artist
Seeing you with him has been the hardest
The one I used to love till we parted
So close to your heart but now the farthest
Looking at the way it is now
Wishing I could go back and change how it went down
I know to you I have only been a let down
Broke your heart in two then you left an I wept wow
I'm selfish and I know it
I'm helpless I don't show it cause I'm vulnerable alone and
You can see that karma came back gotta cope with it
When I think about you too much I get home sick
Was always you I wanna grow with
Was always your hand I was holdin
Then it turned to your throat we were choking
Both drowning only you stayed devoted
You leaving me was the best thing
So proud of who you are keep progressing
You a fighter and a queen I was no king
I can only wish you the best of what life brings
Now I feel like
Yeah I feel like
I'm too numb to feel any shame
Now I feel like
Yeah I feel like
I'm too numb to heal any pain
If I could go back I would lie less
Look into your eyes an it would make sense
Been the man that you needed in a time of stress
Fill the void in my depression baby you a lioness
There's a lot that I would change but I can't
So I'm a just focus on being a better man
Will time slip by will I get the upper hand
Or will I just make the same mistakes again
Look that little girl is looking just like you
I catch myself staring but I don't try to
She brought me back to life when it all fell through
I hug her and tell her baby I love you
I like to pretend that it all worked out
Picture white picket fences that wrap around the house
Waking up together an always having you around
But I see through broken lenses ended up a different route
I want you to know that I've changed my stars
A million miles away but right here in my heart
I hold on to it until it's tearing me apart
But the fact of the matter is I left more than a mark
On you heart on your soul on your mind on your own
Left you in the cold with no place to call a home
Now Im numb fucked up and alone
Lost in the crowd as it swallows me whole
Now I feel like
Yeah I feel like
I'm too numb to feel any shame
Now I feel like
Yeah I feel like
I'm too numb to heal any pain