DEMO AKURO - ANXIETY Lyrics

I'm actually
You know what has this done for me?
I've been worrying about you
Like "what are you doing in oxford?"
This has just put it together for me
The sacrifice was for this

Anxious over figures
It figures when you're money seem to talk more than all your fucking niggas
Middle of the night, turning on my light I might read about forgiveness
I burned bridges now I make bridges, I got a lot of shit to say
Everyday when I pray
Begging god please like help change my ways
I ain't really one for the social beef, social fleas
All these motherfuckers stick, actin like fleas
Punch through the ceiling, I ain't got no key
All of the money it ain't come for free
Lighting up fires to unknown degrees
I am a legend, I'm not your brethren
I told that nigga get up and go get him
We ain't go time for no pussies we kill em
I'm on a mother fucking new wave like a tidal
Soul pure white like a bridal
Stepping over niggas, call me michael
I'm not your rival, how can I rival with niggas below me
Nigga behold me, niggas can never dethrone me I am too holy

Blow it, blow it, blow it, blow it
Live it, live it up
Blow it, blow it, blow it, blow it
Live it, live it up
Blow it, blow it, blow it, blow it
Live it, live it up
Blow it, blow it, blow it, blow it
Live it, live it

She'll leave a message on my phone
But I'm never home
She tells me she loves me but then she goes leave me I'm all on my own
She left me alone
Alone in this home
With no one to hold
When times get cold
I don't know where to go
You don't answer the phone
You've broke me to the bone
So over you I've grown
You don't even know
How much of me I've shown
You turned my heart to stone
To end it on the phone
And now I'm alone

Blow it, blow it, blow it, blow it
Live it, live it up
Blow it, blow it, blow it, blow it
Live it, live it up
Blow it, blow it, blow it, blow it
Live it, live it up
Blow it, blow it, blow it, blow it
Live it, live it

Thoughts when I'm all alone
I just want a home I can call my own
Black out the tone when I'm in my zone
Rather be alone so don't hit my phone

Please don't call my phone
I've grown
I've

Rolling through the contests
My own fucking mind that I contest
The importance of truth and it's context
I wanna be up now nigga fuck next

(Thoughts when I'm alone)
Please don't call my phone
(I have a fear of the unknown)
I've grown
(Nobody to talk to on the phone)
I've grown

Blow it, blow it, blow it, blow it
Live it, live it up
(Thoughts when I'm alone)
Blow it, blow it, blow it, blow it
Live it, live it up
(I have a fear of the unknown)
Blow it, blow it, blow it, blow it
Live it, live it up
(Nobody to talk to on the phone)
Blow it, blow it, blow it, blow it
Live it, live it up
Blow it, blow it, blow it, blow it
Live it, live it up
(No home to call a home)
Blow it, blow it, blow it, blow it
Live it, live it up
(I have a fear of the unknown)
Blow it, blow it, blow it, blow it
Live it, live it up
(Nobody to talk to on the phone)
Blow it, blow it, blow it, blow it
Live it, live it

Prioritizing, knowing what's important to you in life
If you need to achieve something, something will have to give
You have to make sacrifices and see what it came out of from this
From the sacrifice you made
Sacrificed your holidays
Sacrificed his Christmas
Sacrificed his new year
Being with family
Being with friends