Decks - i might be invisible Lyrics

It started then
And now we're here again
Don't want a friend
We can't be close again
Let's not pretend
Don't wanna go through that again

With all the time passed
Nothin' really changes anymore
Now I digress
Leaving what I've got before it's more
I need to find that
I can't see the sunlight through the storm
You know no matter the weather
I'm always back to that letter

I gotta find me
I don't know the person I've become
I see the lightning
Striking while you're finding other love
I haven't felt like this in a long time
I don't exist in your life while you haunt mine

Breathing is slow
Winter is cold
Say idk I don't like that
What do you know
Making our bones
Told you that I couldn't fight back
And every time we drove past through Verona
The cold summer snow was reflecting your aura
She said to take it out of me
The words I never said
So I went through our dichotomy
And struck a nerve again
Maybe it was fucking cowardly
To sit where you had spent
But the wage I work is hourly
And you live in my head
Right, you live in my
Head on backwards
The lanes mix up
And the game's unmastered
Hey, the plans break up
But we can make up
All the facial expressions
Were never enough
To show you

With all the time passed
Nothin' really changes anymore
Now I digress
Leaving what I've got before it's more
I need to find that
I can't see the sunlight through the storm
You know no matter the weather
I'm always back to that letter

I gotta find me
I don't know the person I've become
I see the lightning
Striking while you're finding other love
I haven't felt like this in a long time
I don't exist in your life while you haunt mine