DeAngelo Xavier, Lash Lehrue - Antoine's Song Lyrics

Don’t keep trying to understand me
Cause you’ll get lost you, understand me
I’m staying in my bubble, understand me
I live for my people and my family
I can see you still peeking through my window
Hoping that this life that I’m living isn’t real yo
I see you still
I followed your advice and information you said 
The way to prosper is to offer guidance, watching your steps
You believe in me, the way I see it believe in yourself 
Nobody gonna hold your hand, you Keep holding your breath 
These are trying times
And you can over analyze 
The goodness in all people, it’s hidden it’s all evil, my nigga
All the pain that we endure it gets deeper and soar 
Until we meeting and greeting at heaven’s door
Believing in anything like demons and dinosaurs
Thinking the ground floating we driving in flying cars
Imagine if earth is really flat a mental war
Ain’t no Fighting in the streets we rather just rob your store 
But you taught me better
Never gentle with the touch
Your more Midas 
Keeping the rubber to the struts 
My nuts hung low every since a toddler
I only had my father’s discipline we lost my mother, damn
It’s sickening, a squeeze from a choke
If I had a fist full I’ll squeeze till you choke
Revenge is a roller coaster
You buckle up shit
It’s hard to see with bifocals my focus is clear
I’m thinking if I had a wish then I’d be seeing you here
Saying everything is good you drive the boat and you steer
This the way that I’m grieving I lost my mind and my soul
I knuckle up for the moments push the peddles I’m gone, uhm
Don’t keep trying to understand me
Cause You’ll get lost you understand me
I’m staying in my bubble understand me
I live for my people and my family
I can see you still peeking through my window
Hoping that this life that I’m living isn’t real yo
I see you still
Your perception of your son is misguided my lord
I’m imperfect and the rest of my life is in ridicule 
I try my best to be the image you created with love
But the darkness from the clouds 
Cover lights from above 
And you
See me as something different I fear
Why I always see my daughter whenever evil appears 
Why I had to lose my mother from the deadliest sin
And the niggas that caused us pain 
Never walk with a limp
It’s ruthless 
It’s wrong but we carry on
I was only a little one 
When the deed was done
If I had a chance I’d put the gun to my hand
And you’ll never ever see them niggas breathing again
It’s selfish 
But my father always taught me better
We can wash away the pain if we can change the weather
What’s the meaning of a tribe if we don’t need each other
Somethings gotta fucking change you wanna live forever
Don’t keep trying to understand me

Don’t keep trying to understand me
Cause you’ll get lost you, understand me
I’m staying in my bubble, understand me
I live for my people and my family
I can see you still peeking through my window
Hoping that this life that I’m living isn’t real yo
I see you still
I followed your advice and information you said 
The way to prosper is to offer guidance, watching your steps
You believe in me, the way I see it believe in yourself 
Nobody gonna hold your hand, you Keep holding your breath 
These are trying times
And you can over analyze 
The goodness in all people, it’s hidden it’s all evil, my nigga
All the pain that we endure it gets deeper and soar 
Until we meeting and greeting at heaven’s door
Believing in anything like demons and dinosaurs
Thinking the ground floating we driving in flying cars
Imagine if earth is really flat a mental war
Ain’t no Fighting in the streets we rather just rob your store 
But you taught me better
Never gentle with the touch
Your more Midas 
Keeping the rubber to the struts 
My nuts hung low every since a toddler
I only had my father’s discipline we lost my mother, damn
It’s sickening, a squeeze from a choke
If I had a fist full I’ll squeeze till you choke
Revenge is a roller coaster
You buckle up shit
It’s hard to see with bifocals my focus is clear
I’m thinking if I had a wish then I’d be seeing you here
Saying everything is good you drive the boat and you steer
This the way that I’m grieving I lost my mind and my soul
I knuckle up for the moments push the peddles I’m gone, uhm
Don’t keep trying to understand me
Cause You’ll get lost you understand me
I’m staying in my bubble understand me
I live for my people and my family
I can see you still peeking through my window
Hoping that this life that I’m living isn’t real yo
I see you still
Your perception of your son is misguided my lord
I’m imperfect and the rest of my life is in ridicule 
I try my best to be the image you created with love
But the darkness from the clouds 
Cover lights from above 
And you
See me as something different I fear
Why I always see my daughter whenever evil appears 
Why I had to lose my mother from the deadliest sin
And the niggas that caused us pain 
Never walk with a limp
It’s ruthless 
It’s wrong but we carry on
I was only a little one 
When the deed was done
If I had a chance I’d put the gun to my hand
And you’ll never ever see them niggas breathing again
It’s selfish 
But my father always taught me better
We can wash away the pain if we can change the weather
What’s the meaning of a tribe if we don’t need each other
Somethings gotta fucking change you wanna live forever
Don’t keep trying to understand me