Dead Silence - Submerged from the Mud Lyrics

All these bags in my eyes from the hustle, constantly making moves
Life started to bend, now i'm breaking some rules
I had to risk it all, while you afraid to lose
I need to receive some cheese to eat believe my dreams would manifest with snakes and fools
You go to remember to grind, never ever wasting my time
It's really ironic their giving me shade but told me i'm bound to shine
If blood's thicker than water, then i deserve i flood
My hands dirty I submerged from the mud
Flashbacks to the nights, when all i wanted was ice
I felt my heart getting cold, karma was paying my price
Done had a lot on my head, it wasn't dandruff or lice
Got trapped for the cheddar didn't know I was rolling with mice
You feeling my pain, simple and plain, going insane, nothing to gain
Making it rain, stayed in my lane, stuck in my ways
Loving to chase, runs through my veins

If blood's thicker than water, then i deserve I flood
My hands dirty I submerged from the mud
If blood's thicker than water, then i deserve I flood
My hands dirty I submerged from the mud
If blood's thicker than water, then i deserve I flood
My hands dirty I submerged from the mud
If blood's thicker than water, then i deserve I flood
My hands dirty I submerged from the mud

Suffered a lot, mentally gone, what do I do
Drink it away, all in my zone, none of it's cool
Berried my thoughts, lied to myself, some of its true
Berried my thoughts, lied to myself, some of its true
I just need to fly into the sky, rest in peace I think I need to die
Tell me what's the reason I survived, I remember when i used to cry
Used to care but now I never try, feeling dead but watch me come alive
Used to care but now I never try, feeling dead but watch me come alive

If blood's thicker than water, then i deserve I flood
My hands dirty I submerged from the mud
If blood's thicker than water, then i deserve I flood
My hands dirty I submerged from the mud
If blood's thicker than water, then i deserve I flood
My hands dirty I submerged from the mud
If blood's thicker than water, then i deserve I flood
My hands dirty I submerged from the mud

Yeah, Yeah
I got nothing but love to give
Then again
I can easily switch that, I worked too hard
All the pain that I don' been through
Everything I've survived
Just making sure my life is worth it
Fasho