Db Mandala - u tell me to smile (show me the way) Lyrics

You tell me to smile
With tears on your cheeks
You tell me to forget you
But you keep on calling me at night
You tell me to smile
But ma hearts in your hands
You tell me it's okay
When everything feels wrong
You tell me to stop but the clock keeps ticking
But my hearts still beating
I don't wanna be the one to save yourself
But I don't wanna be the one to make you cry

I turn off ma phone
Lock ma self in my room
Life is hard I know
I'm the one that weak
I turn off ma phone
Lock ma self in my room
Life is hard I know
I'm the one that weak

Show me the way
Show me the way
Show me the way
Show me the way

To the light I'm enough with the dark
I was born where the stars don't shine
Poppin couple pills
But i don't feel a thing
I throw ma money
To buy things
Just make me feel ugly
It's cold outside so i go outside
I think I should end this now
Pull the trigger
Pull the trigger
Put the gun in ma head
I'm already dead
I don't need nothing
I just wanna feel something
They call me a freak
But fuck I don't even know your name
Today I'm sober ye
The next day I don't even know where I'm at