Db Mandala - idk how to explain it (i need a space to breathe) Lyrics

I dont know how to explain it
This feelin
When you hate everything
Dont even wanna get out of ma bed
Can you tell me how you live your life?
I hate this song
I hate ma self
And everyone around me

When erbody sleeping
My minds going crazy
Im tryin to go out side
When the suns up
People look at me like im a freak
Im afraid to stare at their eyes
I keep talkin to ma self in the crowd
I wont fit in
I need a space to breathe

I'll do anything to breath
All these pilly save me temporary
And killing me slowly
Maybe this song is a sign i need a help
But nobody but me
That only can save me

Can you tell me how you live your life?
I hate my mine yeah
I hate this world
And every thought in ma mind

When erbody sleeping
My minds going crazy
Im tryin to go out side
When the suns up
People look at me like im a freak
Im afraid to stare at their eyes
I keep talkin to ma self in the crowd
I wont fit in
I need a space to breathe