david halo - a farewell letter of grief & sorrow Lyrics

And if I was you, I wouldn’t hold my breath
I got a running on empty soul, told you what I meant
Oh nah, that’s true, why me? Why me?
Well I’ll tell you, I’m no help
This is bigger than you and me
Damn, I’d probably die tryna save myself
That’s true, that’s me
You’re prolly wondering why I fell
Why me? Why me?
Well I’ll tell you, I’m no help
Well I’ll tell you, I’m no help
She took my phone, she blocked her Insta
I said “why you do that?”, she said “I won’t miss ya”
I tell myself to get back up
I don’t wanna die, just not live like this
Ever since you died, there’s not a thing I grin at
Or crack a smile, it’s been 3 d**n months and it’s been a while
I need to talk to you, I need your advice
Cause I have one good day and it’s back to life
And that day’s in bed and I am happy at night
I tell myself that you’re alive
No, that’s not healthy and I’m not perfect
I’m simply hiding from feeling worthless
I really need you back on the surface
Don’t like the person that I am turning
Just give me a sign
This is bigger than you and me
Damn, I’d probably die tryna save myself
That’s true, that’s me
You’re prolly wondering why I fell
Why me? Why me?
Well I’ll tell you, I’m no help
How do you feel? I feel great, I feel great
Hope heaven’s treating you well, I’ll wait, I’ll wait
Gotta make some stories to tell, to your face, at the gate
You were worried bout my health, I feel great, I’m okay
I’ll play a show right now and I’ll scream your name
It’s been getting colder outside, and I know you hate that
(I know you hate that)
I got lost in my old ways
And I hope you’re proud, I guess I won’t know now
Cause it was one bad moment that changed my life
Can’t forgive myself, I can’t love my vice
I tell myself to get back up
Butterflies remind me that you are my shell
I love you more than I love myself

And if I was you, I wouldn’t hold my breath
I got a running on empty soul, told you what I meant
Oh nah, that’s true, why me? Why me?
Well I’ll tell you, I’m no help
This is bigger than you and me
Damn, I’d probably die tryna save myself
That’s true, that’s me
You’re prolly wondering why I fell
Why me? Why me?
Well I’ll tell you, I’m no help
Well I’ll tell you, I’m no help
She took my phone, she blocked her Insta
I said “why you do that?”, she said “I won’t miss ya”
I tell myself to get back up
I don’t wanna die, just not live like this
Ever since you died, there’s not a thing I grin at
Or crack a smile, it’s been 3 d**n months and it’s been a while
I need to talk to you, I need your advice
Cause I have one good day and it’s back to life
And that day’s in bed and I am happy at night
I tell myself that you’re alive
No, that’s not healthy and I’m not perfect
I’m simply hiding from feeling worthless
I really need you back on the surface
Don’t like the person that I am turning
Just give me a sign
This is bigger than you and me
Damn, I’d probably die tryna save myself
That’s true, that’s me
You’re prolly wondering why I fell
Why me? Why me?
Well I’ll tell you, I’m no help
How do you feel? I feel great, I feel great
Hope heaven’s treating you well, I’ll wait, I’ll wait
Gotta make some stories to tell, to your face, at the gate
You were worried bout my health, I feel great, I’m okay
I’ll play a show right now and I’ll scream your name
It’s been getting colder outside, and I know you hate that
(I know you hate that)
I got lost in my old ways
And I hope you’re proud, I guess I won’t know now
Cause it was one bad moment that changed my life
Can’t forgive myself, I can’t love my vice
I tell myself to get back up
Butterflies remind me that you are my shell
I love you more than I love myself