Darren G. - Ques & Nashia Lyrics

Somebody tell me how it's really 'posed to go
What we really 'posed to know, is what we living in a show?
I done seen this shit before, I done seen it 'fore it happen
I been having vivid dreams, I done seen it change disaster
Ain't no happily ever after, hope yo name go in the rafters
Had to practice how to practice, I been talking to my pastor
Got my mind working slow so I'm moving kinda faster
I done seen this shit before, I done seen it 'fore it happen, tell me
Yeah, I done lost my lil brother to the streets
Self defense but he only seventeen
I ain't seen my homegirl in some weeks
Yesterday went to her balloon release
It's fucked up that I even got to tell you this
And I'm only telling you to better me
Had to learn to let the hurt, hurt
Clyde told me it'll consume ya everything, thought or decision
So I'm pennin' pain with precision, somebody told me "if you gotta scab don't pick it"
What if I'm picking cause I'm healing (hmm yeah)
So many open wounds, I ain't never dealt with 'em
Now it's hurtin' all at once and it's fuckin' with my mental
Fuckin' fuckin' wit' my system, so I gotta keep my distance
Keep my finger from the trigger, know you love me but I'm dealing
Yeah this shit is really killing, I been sad for a minute, it's been bad since beginnings
Why I ash before I hit it? Yeah symbolism of a clean slate
One time for my lil nigga and sister, somebody tell me if you get me
Tell me
Somebody tell me if you get me
Tell me, yeah

Somebody tell me how it's really 'posed to go
What we really 'posed to know, is what we living in a show?
I done seen this shit before, I done seen it 'fore it happen
I been having vivid dreams, I done seen it change disaster
Ain't no happily ever after, hope yo name go in the rafters
Had to practice how to practice, I been talking to my pastor
Got my mind working slow so I'm moving kinda faster
I done seen this shit before, I done seen it 'fore it happen, tell me
Yeah, I done lost my lil brother to the streets
Self defense but he only seventeen
I ain't seen my homegirl in some weeks
Yesterday went to her balloon release
It's fucked up that I even got to tell you this
And I'm only telling you to better me
Had to learn to let the hurt, hurt
Clyde told me it'll consume ya everything, thought or decision
So I'm pennin' pain with precision, somebody told me "if you gotta scab don't pick it"
What if I'm picking cause I'm healing (hmm yeah)
So many open wounds, I ain't never dealt with 'em
Now it's hurtin' all at once and it's fuckin' with my mental
Fuckin' fuckin' wit' my system, so I gotta keep my distance
Keep my finger from the trigger, know you love me but I'm dealing
Yeah this shit is really killing, I been sad for a minute, it's been bad since beginnings
Why I ash before I hit it? Yeah symbolism of a clean slate
One time for my lil nigga and sister, somebody tell me if you get me
Tell me
Somebody tell me if you get me
Tell me, yeah