Damien William - Rose Quartz / Rhodonite Lyrics

I used to think about the ways that I could lose myself
Pain didn't define me
But it destroyed
Everything I built
Everyone consoled me
Told me
In time you'll heal
But I felt nothing
Then I didn't even try to feel
But time revealed its own plan
For me to learn to be a better man
Accept the circumstance
Accept who I am
Someone who won't waste his only chance
But they say it takes two to dance
Yeah
When we met I took a second glance
But when you spoke, I did respect your stance
We had walked the same broken path
When I'm present with you, I forget the past
Then I heard your smile and I saw your laugh
Tried to deny the fact
If friendship is all we had
And this chapter was our last
Would I be content with that
No
If I have one opportunity to make you happy, how could I pass up on that
Yo
I appreciate the label and definition
But I don't want to tame you or set your limits
Your eyes are kaleidoscopes
When I look into them, now I'm star gazing
Your mind opened mine to hope
And now
I forgot what heartache is
I forgot what heartache is
Baby, you got my heart racing, yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Struggling to find words
I can say that I'm hurt
But I can't play the victim, cause what I put you through is worse, damn (damn)
Should have been there for you
With how much I really cared for you
Be patient and understanding is what I should be there to do, yeah
I'm recognizing my faults
Recollecting now to find out the cause
Insecurities that I got involved
Looking on back, I see all that it cost
I said I'm here recognizing my faults
Recollecting now to find out the cause
Insecurities that I got involved
Looking on back, I see all that it cost
Missing the way your hands curled up in mine
Miss you begging me to tell you surprises
Stare at the moon, tryna find where the time went
Look in the stars, all I see is your eyes
Love how we go singing Yeezy to show tunes
And the way you'd say baby I know you
When you see there's some shit that I'm going through
Miss the way you'd feel right when I hold you
I'd be remiss if I didn't mention
Despite it not being my intention
I still hurt you, so there's no exception
My apologies, baby, I meant it
And I still know that you care
You'd always be right, despite not playing fair
Loving the way your nails run through my hair
Or the way your face would scrunch up right when you stare
Making changes, gotta stay true
Cause I simply cannot replace you
The only person on this planet that I could relate to
Cause you get me
You really get me
I'll be waiting 'til you're ready
And I'm here whenever you'd let me in, yeah
Love the way you use emojis
The way you squeeze tight when you hold me
Call me lame, when I know that you joking
Never forget the night that you told me
I love you, babe
Yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I love you, babe
Yeah, yeah
Damn
It's crazy how
A last minute switch up
Could change fucking everything like
Shit
But I recognize exactly what
The problem here is and
I know that it's me and
It's a lot of insecurities that I really gotta just, just power through and
I realize that I let my fear of losing you
Push you away
To the point that you
Well... you not even here, but... yeah

I used to think about the ways that I could lose myself
Pain didn't define me
But it destroyed
Everything I built
Everyone consoled me
Told me
In time you'll heal
But I felt nothing
Then I didn't even try to feel
But time revealed its own plan
For me to learn to be a better man
Accept the circumstance
Accept who I am
Someone who won't waste his only chance
But they say it takes two to dance
Yeah
When we met I took a second glance
But when you spoke, I did respect your stance
We had walked the same broken path
When I'm present with you, I forget the past
Then I heard your smile and I saw your laugh
Tried to deny the fact
If friendship is all we had
And this chapter was our last
Would I be content with that
No
If I have one opportunity to make you happy, how could I pass up on that
Yo
I appreciate the label and definition
But I don't want to tame you or set your limits
Your eyes are kaleidoscopes
When I look into them, now I'm star gazing
Your mind opened mine to hope
And now
I forgot what heartache is
I forgot what heartache is
Baby, you got my heart racing, yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Struggling to find words
I can say that I'm hurt
But I can't play the victim, cause what I put you through is worse, damn (damn)
Should have been there for you
With how much I really cared for you
Be patient and understanding is what I should be there to do, yeah
I'm recognizing my faults
Recollecting now to find out the cause
Insecurities that I got involved
Looking on back, I see all that it cost
I said I'm here recognizing my faults
Recollecting now to find out the cause
Insecurities that I got involved
Looking on back, I see all that it cost
Missing the way your hands curled up in mine
Miss you begging me to tell you surprises
Stare at the moon, tryna find where the time went
Look in the stars, all I see is your eyes
Love how we go singing Yeezy to show tunes
And the way you'd say baby I know you
When you see there's some shit that I'm going through
Miss the way you'd feel right when I hold you
I'd be remiss if I didn't mention
Despite it not being my intention
I still hurt you, so there's no exception
My apologies, baby, I meant it
And I still know that you care
You'd always be right, despite not playing fair
Loving the way your nails run through my hair
Or the way your face would scrunch up right when you stare
Making changes, gotta stay true
Cause I simply cannot replace you
The only person on this planet that I could relate to
Cause you get me
You really get me
I'll be waiting 'til you're ready
And I'm here whenever you'd let me in, yeah
Love the way you use emojis
The way you squeeze tight when you hold me
Call me lame, when I know that you joking
Never forget the night that you told me
I love you, babe
Yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I love you, babe
Yeah, yeah
Damn
It's crazy how
A last minute switch up
Could change fucking everything like
Shit
But I recognize exactly what
The problem here is and
I know that it's me and
It's a lot of insecurities that I really gotta just, just power through and
I realize that I let my fear of losing you
Push you away
To the point that you
Well... you not even here, but... yeah