Daddy Lank - Hear This Lyrics

I don't know if anyone will ever hear this
Dust storm running through my mind's never clearing
It's my fault cuz everytime I get a feeling
I hide it from the world on the inside I am screaming
Well Maybe it's a sign
Maybe I should stop overthinking all the time
My heart was cut open right down the dotted line
And Nothing came out that means nothing was inside
It doesn't make sense
Feel like my life is on film and I already know where the tape ends
So why do I keep putting up with all these fake friends
Fake smile fake Clay tell me when the fake ends
Seems like no one knows
All they think about is fancy cars and fancy clothes
I'm really getting pissed cuz all my highs seem like lows
Don't wanna feel like this so I just keep my eyes closed
And
I just keep pushing my feelings down down down
If my soul was a speaker it probably wouldn't make sound
I really hope that more of us can relate now
Heart breaks feel like hard days only slow down
I hate that I'm too scared to put all of my words out
But maybe if I did I wouldn't feel so burned out
Being a kid really makes you understand
That life ahead is a maze I just wish i picked the right route
Really thought more people cared
Guess they never really meant the words that we shared
It's like they left their heart on for way too long
And it ran out love for me so we don't get along
I can't believe it
All these demons
Clouded up my brain
Yes they did
Im In pieces
I feel so ashamed
It's okay
I don't need this
What I want is someone just to show where me the peace is
I don't know if anyone will ever hear this
I didn't write this song just so I can hold the tears in
Music is my only outlet
I wouldn't have a life or a dream at all without it so
Ima keep writing these words down
Every single day my motivation just gets burned down
I just wanna lay in my bed
Put a pillow on my head
And do nothing until someone understands all that I said but
I get the feeling that it's never gonna happen
I swear these last few years fellt way longer than they have been
I got distracted by attraction
To the only person that I thought would help me get my satisfaction
I get the feeling that it's never gonna happen
I hope these next these few years are way better than they have been
But then again like i said I can't get out of my bed until I find a reason too be happy
I just keep pushing my feelings down down down
If my soul was a speaker it probably wouldn't make sound
I really hope that more of us can relate now
Hard times feel like hard times never slow down
I hate that I'm too scared to put all of my words out
But maybe if I did I wouldn't feel so burned out
Being a kid really makes you understand
That life ahead is a maze I just wish i picked the right route

I don't know if anyone will ever hear this
Dust storm running through my mind's never clearing
It's my fault cuz everytime I get a feeling
I hide it from the world on the inside I am screaming
Well Maybe it's a sign
Maybe I should stop overthinking all the time
My heart was cut open right down the dotted line
And Nothing came out that means nothing was inside
It doesn't make sense
Feel like my life is on film and I already know where the tape ends
So why do I keep putting up with all these fake friends
Fake smile fake Clay tell me when the fake ends
Seems like no one knows
All they think about is fancy cars and fancy clothes
I'm really getting pissed cuz all my highs seem like lows
Don't wanna feel like this so I just keep my eyes closed
And
I just keep pushing my feelings down down down
If my soul was a speaker it probably wouldn't make sound
I really hope that more of us can relate now
Heart breaks feel like hard days only slow down
I hate that I'm too scared to put all of my words out
But maybe if I did I wouldn't feel so burned out
Being a kid really makes you understand
That life ahead is a maze I just wish i picked the right route
Really thought more people cared
Guess they never really meant the words that we shared
It's like they left their heart on for way too long
And it ran out love for me so we don't get along
I can't believe it
All these demons
Clouded up my brain
Yes they did
Im In pieces
I feel so ashamed
It's okay
I don't need this
What I want is someone just to show where me the peace is
I don't know if anyone will ever hear this
I didn't write this song just so I can hold the tears in
Music is my only outlet
I wouldn't have a life or a dream at all without it so
Ima keep writing these words down
Every single day my motivation just gets burned down
I just wanna lay in my bed
Put a pillow on my head
And do nothing until someone understands all that I said but
I get the feeling that it's never gonna happen
I swear these last few years fellt way longer than they have been
I got distracted by attraction
To the only person that I thought would help me get my satisfaction
I get the feeling that it's never gonna happen
I hope these next these few years are way better than they have been
But then again like i said I can't get out of my bed until I find a reason too be happy
I just keep pushing my feelings down down down
If my soul was a speaker it probably wouldn't make sound
I really hope that more of us can relate now
Hard times feel like hard times never slow down
I hate that I'm too scared to put all of my words out
But maybe if I did I wouldn't feel so burned out
Being a kid really makes you understand
That life ahead is a maze I just wish i picked the right route