Cuspodan - My Mind Lyrics

Can't trust my mind
Thoughts moving back and forth
Am I a hero or villain inside
Blaming myself for every bad thing I do
Where do I belong? Not at this school
I want people to feel safe when I walkthrough
But I seem to fail the second that they need me
I don't live up to the person they see
What am I supposed to be
Yeah
Been this way since I was a child
I Can't find a reason to smile
They say I'm in the big three
Well my mind says I'm not
Not even close to the top
I would explain more but the anxiety is coming this way
I don't think I'll be okay
Couldn't I be more like Mirio or Midoriya
I wonder what they would say
Trying to control my mind
But I can't find a reason to fight
But I want to be a hero
I want to save peoples lives
So don't say a thing about my strength
Might hurt inside
But I can release Kraken any time
My own body doesn't want to be me
You can see it in my quirk even that wants to flee, from the person that I am,
I don't understand
Why I have to feel this way
I'm going insane
Sometimes I just want to smile at people when they look my way
But I had a rough childhood
It was hard to express the thoughts on my mind
Then Mirio showed up with his big smile, told me things will be alright
What would I do without him, sometimes the world is so grim
I will never reach the level he is on
That's not where I belong, I was at the bottom all along
Trying to control my mind
But I can't find a reason to fight
But I want to be a hero
I want to save peoples lives
Trying to control my mind
But I can't find a reason to fight
But I want to be a hero
I want to save peoples lives

Can't trust my mind
Thoughts moving back and forth
Am I a hero or villain inside
Blaming myself for every bad thing I do
Where do I belong? Not at this school
I want people to feel safe when I walkthrough
But I seem to fail the second that they need me
I don't live up to the person they see
What am I supposed to be
Yeah
Been this way since I was a child
I Can't find a reason to smile
They say I'm in the big three
Well my mind says I'm not
Not even close to the top
I would explain more but the anxiety is coming this way
I don't think I'll be okay
Couldn't I be more like Mirio or Midoriya
I wonder what they would say
Trying to control my mind
But I can't find a reason to fight
But I want to be a hero
I want to save peoples lives
So don't say a thing about my strength
Might hurt inside
But I can release Kraken any time
My own body doesn't want to be me
You can see it in my quirk even that wants to flee, from the person that I am,
I don't understand
Why I have to feel this way
I'm going insane
Sometimes I just want to smile at people when they look my way
But I had a rough childhood
It was hard to express the thoughts on my mind
Then Mirio showed up with his big smile, told me things will be alright
What would I do without him, sometimes the world is so grim
I will never reach the level he is on
That's not where I belong, I was at the bottom all along
Trying to control my mind
But I can't find a reason to fight
But I want to be a hero
I want to save peoples lives
Trying to control my mind
But I can't find a reason to fight
But I want to be a hero
I want to save peoples lives