Curt Summers - Afflicted Lyrics

I been living on the edge
Fighting insanity dammit he sick in the head
Might be calamity damaged, I wish that instead
I was afflicted with different predicaments
I barely slept on like 6 different instances
I need some witnesses, I gotta stand on that shit that I said
But how I should feel
When I'm just so damn disconnected from tryna be real
Don't give a fuck about honor I'm tryna rebuild
I know that ima see mils
To drop on my momma so one day my momma can chill
All of this vodka is spilled for my niggas that died in the Crill
It'a niggas that's tricking on chickens to Prada the heels
I got that product that heals
I'm in the field like I gotta get mine
But it's fine, ima drop till I sign me a deal
Top of the hill I been watching
And walking in looking like I won the lottery still
I gotta chill till I properly heal
But I'm honest, I still need my dollar for bills, nigga

Faith comes from the other side
I been watching and walking to keep on the road
Said I better get it, ima never ease up
I can bet 100 they will never keep up
Mettle with whoever, it'll never be us
Trust

No time for timid-ness, whole grind is limitless
Sow in ya own mind you gon find deliverance
Don't mind the diligence, dope mind I fill it with
Quotes lines and images, gon shine I'm filament
Co-signs is imminent, oh my I'm feeling it
Hold the Opa's I'm multi definitive
Whole squad of militants, poke, prod I'm villainous
Niggas know why
Cause I fight with this shit everyday
I'm tryna write me a hit but I feel like I'm drifting away
Everything gets in the way
I be slipping and facing my faith but I'm missing my place
I gotta, say a prayer for the niggas that belittled
Spit on me, kicked in my face
Being my own opportunity means that I'm scared
If I'm resting I'll piss it away
Whenever I be tryna find the truth they don't got it in the news
I ain't following the rules, yo I'm tired of sitting cool
I'm in tune with my muse got a lotta hidden jewels
I'm the dude, nigga ima keep it honest when I lose
Remember I was drowning in a bottle of the booze
I'm a product of my youth, I just drop it in the boot
I don't conversate with niggas cause they kinda be obtuse
When I finally get juice, they gon shine a nigga shoes
Like yea, etched in the pavement
Bessed through my pulse, label me next to be goat
I can't afford to be lesser, was born with the pressure
I'm more than a regular foe
When I step in the door, it's a classic, skipping on average
Bitch I'm Jurassic, monster, savage
Momma I'm magic
I think they plotting on stopping the madness, you bastards

Said I'm back in this bih, and I'm rapping legit, boy I'm crack as a brick
And they thought I was finished but fuck em I'm here
I ain't got nothing to fear
Ima go from the block to the top in a couple of years
Who the fuck is my peers
Niggas just wanna be here
I filled a cup of my tears
I'm running, I swear if I dump em it's cheers
Been hunting I want some arrears, the summer is here
Nigga