Crusif - Help Me Lyrics

Late nights
Only thing that I ever get to talk to is this damn mic
Man you ever feel like nothing goes in the right direction
Man I need a noose to put my demons neck in
And one more for my damn depression
Honestly look my arms are reaching out
But I don't expect for someone to save me
The clocks ticking, my lights fading
I'm on my knees and I'm desperate
Is this the mess that I'm left with
Am I thinking that on my death bed
No
That can't be
Need to get back up on my feet
Feel the fire burning in me
Break these chain I'm bout to go free
It's either I lay it down like right now
Or risk it all till them lights out
I got one life and no time to waste
So I need to get ready to go fight now cuz

Lately I've been losing my self
Feels like I'm somebody else
God can you pull me out of this mess I made
Lately I've been losing my self
Feels like I'm somebody else
God can you pull me out of this mess I made

I know it's hard when it feel like
People don't care, really that's life
All of these tears
Drowning out any hope that I might have to survive
I've lost love
I've lost faith
Lost my way with death in my face
But even at rock bottom man I praise
God cuz he showed me how to escape
Cuz
I remember sitting in that car thinking I'm about to do it
Got that bridge in the rear-view mirror
All I saw was death when I stared right through it
But the right song came on and I felt hope for the first time
In a long while
It opened up both eyes
And a bright light just shown over my life
In that dark night I promised to go fight
And ever since then it's been a battle
Depression really ain't a joke, So you gotta be careful
That's why I'll never stop writing these songs
Helping yall to fight through demons
And a list of other reasons
No time for me to be leaving

Lately I've been losing my self
Feels like I'm somebody else
God can you pull me out of this mess I made
Lately I've been losing my self
Feels like I'm somebody else
God can you pull me out of this mess I made

I just want to go home
I just want to go home
I just want to go home

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