Cønfucius, 5haf - Never Getting Better Lyrics

I feel
Am I ever gonna get better
But I feel
Helpless
I keep thinking nothings gon change
If there are things I knew I could change
Man ima never go there again
Cause im not feelin loved
Like its gon never change
Would u appreciate
This feeling that I have
Like I cant ever know
What better feels tomorrow
Its like ill never breathe
Without the air I know
And I feel
If I can never breathe no more
Is that okay?
Cus I dont live no more
Cause I dont know to do better
Ill do anything
Just to feel better
Cause I had nothing better
But thats not okay
But I pretend like it is
I dont give a fuck what I do
Pretend like its lit
The shit that im in
The shit that I am
The shady shit
The shitty days
The shit that I said
And I apologise to all my friends who cared
I know that I have never been the same
And im sorry for the way I am
And im sorry that I burnt bridges we had
Like damn
I never knew how to face this shit
Ive never dealt with this
Ive never done this shit
Feeling this loss
Its just like losing my mom again
But I feel
Helpless
I keep thinking nothings gon change
If there are things I knew I could change
Man ima never go there again
Cause im not feelin loved
Like its gon never change
Would u appreciate
This feeling that I have
Like I cant ever know
What better feels tomorrow
Its like ill never breathe
Without the air I know
And I feel
Everyday I wake up and I bake up,
I swear I feel the same it feels like a breakup,
And I still feel the pain yeah bone breaker,
The way you play your game yeah you look like faker
925. Silver on my wrist,
The path of life yeah it lead me to this,
And when I die yeah ill check it off my list,
Me & confu yeah we fucking up this shit.
When im fucked up damn I feel invincible,
I'm the boss of this bitch, I'm the principal,
And I'm doing what I want while u sit on ur ass 9-5 in your mf cubicle
But I feel
Helpless
I keep thinking nothings gon change
If there are things I knew I could change
Man ima never go there again
Cause im not feelin loved
Like its gon never change
Would u appreciate
This feeling that I have
Like I cant ever know
What better feels tomorrow
Its like ill never breathe
Without the air I know
And I feel

I feel
Am I ever gonna get better
But I feel
Helpless
I keep thinking nothings gon change
If there are things I knew I could change
Man ima never go there again
Cause im not feelin loved
Like its gon never change
Would u appreciate
This feeling that I have
Like I cant ever know
What better feels tomorrow
Its like ill never breathe
Without the air I know
And I feel
If I can never breathe no more
Is that okay?
Cus I dont live no more
Cause I dont know to do better
Ill do anything
Just to feel better
Cause I had nothing better
But thats not okay
But I pretend like it is
I dont give a fuck what I do
Pretend like its lit
The shit that im in
The shit that I am
The shady shit
The shitty days
The shit that I said
And I apologise to all my friends who cared
I know that I have never been the same
And im sorry for the way I am
And im sorry that I burnt bridges we had
Like damn
I never knew how to face this shit
Ive never dealt with this
Ive never done this shit
Feeling this loss
Its just like losing my mom again
But I feel
Helpless
I keep thinking nothings gon change
If there are things I knew I could change
Man ima never go there again
Cause im not feelin loved
Like its gon never change
Would u appreciate
This feeling that I have
Like I cant ever know
What better feels tomorrow
Its like ill never breathe
Without the air I know
And I feel
Everyday I wake up and I bake up,
I swear I feel the same it feels like a breakup,
And I still feel the pain yeah bone breaker,
The way you play your game yeah you look like faker
925. Silver on my wrist,
The path of life yeah it lead me to this,
And when I die yeah ill check it off my list,
Me & confu yeah we fucking up this shit.
When im fucked up damn I feel invincible,
I'm the boss of this bitch, I'm the principal,
And I'm doing what I want while u sit on ur ass 9-5 in your mf cubicle
But I feel
Helpless
I keep thinking nothings gon change
If there are things I knew I could change
Man ima never go there again
Cause im not feelin loved
Like its gon never change
Would u appreciate
This feeling that I have
Like I cant ever know
What better feels tomorrow
Its like ill never breathe
Without the air I know
And I feel