Conan Madigan - I Can See Lyrics

I can see just about everything I wanna be
But it's just out of reach
Wishing so much that I'll finally be seen
How do I make it a reality
Feeling like I'm gonna die without steam
So I cut a record keep it honest and mean
The only way up trust the process stay clean
I'm putting my soul in my songs keep it G
And I know
Nothing's gonna stop me on the low
I gotta keep it up say so
Done with the games and the mother-fucking smoke
I don't wanna talk nice
I lost my dog and my boy now I be off the spice
One week apart I'm feeling so lost at night
Does god take pleasure in pain it don't feel right
Cuz the good dying left and right
Rolling it up and I'm taking a puff
Letting the smoke inhale fill up lungs
Keep it inside till I use it all up
My life is in a constant haze from these drugs
You don't know what is up
I'm stacking these racks then invest in my love
Making this music be keeping me up
During these trying times it's a must
Late nights got me tripping
I'm totally unable to sleep without a bottle that I gotta be sipping
Drink it all down
Drink it without ever even thinking
Looking around
I wanna live another life that's what I'm wishing
And I'm missing
I can see just about everything I wanna be
But it's just out of reach
Wishing so much that I'll finally be seen
How do I make it a reality
Feeling like I'm gonna die without steam
So I cut a record keep it honest and mean
The only way up trust the process stay clean
I'm putting my soul in my songs keep it G
And I know
Nothing's gonna stop me on the low
I gotta keep it up say so
Done with the games and the mother-fucking smoke
Fuck all the talk
Fuck all the hype fuck all the press
It's no wonder why everybody and their mother depressed
People like to compare then act unimpressed
Cuz nothing is objective in the eyes of the blessed
Think more for yourself
You don't need no help
People always told how to think, how they felt about
Feelings manufactured outrage in a cage
I don't know about you, I want off this fucking stage
I can't let it get to me
I can't let the hate and the shame cloud the game man this industry
Is getting the best of me
Don't wanna go broke but I fear that inevitably
I'm gonna die miserably
But I know it is true there will be an eventually
When my team and I rise
Then we're guaranteed to make and change fucking history
I can see just about everything I wanna be
But it's just out of reach
Wishing so much that I'll finally be seen
How do I make it a reality
Feeling like I'm gonna die without steam
So I cut a record keep it honest and mean
The only way up trust the process stay clean
I'm putting my soul in my songs keep it G
And I know
Nothing's gonna stop me on the low
I gotta keep it up say so
Done with the games and the mother-fucking smoke

I can see just about everything I wanna be
But it's just out of reach
Wishing so much that I'll finally be seen
How do I make it a reality
Feeling like I'm gonna die without steam
So I cut a record keep it honest and mean
The only way up trust the process stay clean
I'm putting my soul in my songs keep it G
And I know
Nothing's gonna stop me on the low
I gotta keep it up say so
Done with the games and the mother-fucking smoke
I don't wanna talk nice
I lost my dog and my boy now I be off the spice
One week apart I'm feeling so lost at night
Does god take pleasure in pain it don't feel right
Cuz the good dying left and right
Rolling it up and I'm taking a puff
Letting the smoke inhale fill up lungs
Keep it inside till I use it all up
My life is in a constant haze from these drugs
You don't know what is up
I'm stacking these racks then invest in my love
Making this music be keeping me up
During these trying times it's a must
Late nights got me tripping
I'm totally unable to sleep without a bottle that I gotta be sipping
Drink it all down
Drink it without ever even thinking
Looking around
I wanna live another life that's what I'm wishing
And I'm missing
I can see just about everything I wanna be
But it's just out of reach
Wishing so much that I'll finally be seen
How do I make it a reality
Feeling like I'm gonna die without steam
So I cut a record keep it honest and mean
The only way up trust the process stay clean
I'm putting my soul in my songs keep it G
And I know
Nothing's gonna stop me on the low
I gotta keep it up say so
Done with the games and the mother-fucking smoke
Fuck all the talk
Fuck all the hype fuck all the press
It's no wonder why everybody and their mother depressed
People like to compare then act unimpressed
Cuz nothing is objective in the eyes of the blessed
Think more for yourself
You don't need no help
People always told how to think, how they felt about
Feelings manufactured outrage in a cage
I don't know about you, I want off this fucking stage
I can't let it get to me
I can't let the hate and the shame cloud the game man this industry
Is getting the best of me
Don't wanna go broke but I fear that inevitably
I'm gonna die miserably
But I know it is true there will be an eventually
When my team and I rise
Then we're guaranteed to make and change fucking history
I can see just about everything I wanna be
But it's just out of reach
Wishing so much that I'll finally be seen
How do I make it a reality
Feeling like I'm gonna die without steam
So I cut a record keep it honest and mean
The only way up trust the process stay clean
I'm putting my soul in my songs keep it G
And I know
Nothing's gonna stop me on the low
I gotta keep it up say so
Done with the games and the mother-fucking smoke