Colt Ryan, BBN 4x - Better Off Lyrics

I'm dead alone
On my own
Pain inside
Does it show
Surrounded by friends yet I'm solo
Fuck what you think you know
I gave my heart
Did my part
Had my turn but still fell short
Sellin' my soul to be okay 'cause hopes an opinion that sways
You fucking left and lied to me
Gave me hope then let me bleed
You crushed my soul
Ignored my needs
Caused me pain and gave me grief
Leavin' behind a catastrophe
Showin' a brand new side of me
Makin' me hate every girl I see
What the hells gotten into me

Better off without you, that's what they say
Tellin' me everything will be okay
Young loved is fucked and I've been meaning to say
I'm nearing my end, will it be my last day
My heart is broke and I'm all alone
I need help but I can't trust a soul
You did this to me girl on your own
I can't love now, my heart is cold

No, I don't love these bitches
My mind stuck on riches
Thirty shots in extensions
Know I get clean like dishes
Why these hoes play with my feelings
I fucked again all in her mouth like a dentist
No, I ain't leave no witness
Now you gotta wait like fitness
Know its fuck them hoes
I'm tryin' chase a bag all on my own, yeah
He tryna' to play, he gone get one to his dome, yeah
Get in my feelings, I get high like a drone, yeah
You picked yo side, so bitch stop callin' my phone, yeah

I'm better off without you, that's what they say
Tellin' me everything will be okay
Young loved is fucked and I've been meaning to say
I'm nearing my end, will it be my last day
My heart is broke and I'm all alone
I need help but I can't trust a soul
You did this to me girl on your own
I can't love now, my heart is cold

Bent over backwards, tryna capture what I lost up in inside
It's a disaster
So ask for help to be by my side
But all my actions, they speak louder than my demented cries
Fuck I'm complaining, contemplating why I'm living this lie
Save me again
I'm falling for you
I'm afraid of myself
I'm insane and it's true
So listen up now
Might give you some clues
Or set you on fire and extinguish with truth
You won't even listen
To you, I'm a fool
Knife in my back, but I ain't gone lose at exposing your lies and given' you proof
That I really am better off than you boo