Colliding With Mars - adrenaline Lyrics

Do you ever think about ghosts
Cause I've been thinking about suicide a lot more than I used to
Would you feel the adrenaline
If you read that I died

I can't take these photographs
Or find the strength to hold your hand
And I don't want to lose a friend
But I can't help but push you away

And you can find me by myself
Cause I don't feel alive
I think I need an angel or some pesticide
I'm by myself
You don't have to tell me twice
To get my act together or I can say goodbye

ごめん話がしたい
Gomen hanashi ga shitai
(I want to talk, sorry)

And the crowd goes wild
When I make them worried sick
Tears streaming down her face
With her jaw dropped open
Phone falling onto the ground
Glass breaking glass breaking
Would you consider this
That I'm not coming back

I can't take these photographs
Or find the strength to hold your hand
And I don't want to lose a friend
But I can't help but push you away

And you can find me by myself
Cause I don't feel alive
I think I need an angel or some pesticide
I'm by myself
You don't have to tell me twice
To get my act together or I can say goodbye