Civic the Rapper - You Lyrics

I'm losing my mind
I sit around waiting
You never listen
I'm losing my patience
I used to make you feel
Fucking amazing
Now I just wonder
If I was mistaken
Seems like your feelings
For me have been changing
I know your love for me's
Probably fading
I do my best
So why can't you just take it
I can't do a thing now
Without you complaining
I give you all of my love
And you waste it
Here is a sip
Of your medicine
Taste it
Don't even talk
Till the very next day
Till I'm killing my brain
Till I'm killing all the cells in my brain
Till I lay in my grave
Pop a drug in my vein
Wanna smash up my face
So I never think about you
Maybe one day I will feel okay
Piss me off that's all you do
I need love I don't need you
How I feel starts to bleed through
Smoke weed before I meet you
Still feeling pretty strange
Always writing songs
Just to cover up his pain
You know that he wants
Everyone to know his name
More than that he wants a person
Who don't always try to change
How he feels inside
Open up your eyes
You can see this person
Doesn't wanna be alive
Taking all we have and pushing
All that shit aside
What's the point of love
If you don't ever even try
Now
Getting pretty sick
Of getting treated like I'm dirt
Every single night
You got me questioning
My worth
I know you don't always really
Get what you deserve
There's gotta be a reason
That you place me on this earth
Swallowing this pain yeah I know
That shit really hurts
Everyday I'm wondering
If I am getting worse
Drowning in bad luck
Well maybe I'm just cursed
Everything smashed up
Cause you get on my nerves
Never really had much
Like ever since my birth
No
So I try to take your heart
But it's so cold
While you tearing me apart
But I won't go
Will it ever be the same
Man I don't know
Swear I'm bout to go insane
And I'm so close
While I'm looking at the face
In these photos
Full of hate telling me that
I should go home
All I think about is how I know
You won't grow

I'm losing my mind
I sit around waiting
You never listen
I'm losing my patience
I used to make you feel
Fucking amazing
Now I just wonder
If I was mistaken
Seems like your feelings
For me have been changing
I know your love for me's
Probably fading
I do my best
So why can't you just take it
I can't do a thing now
Without you complaining
I give you all of my love
And you waste it
Here is a sip
Of your medicine
Taste it
Don't even talk
Till the very next day
Till I'm killing my brain
Till I'm killing all the cells in my brain
Till I lay in my grave
Pop a drug in my vein
Wanna smash up my face
So I never think about you
Maybe one day I will feel okay
Piss me off that's all you do
I need love I don't need you
How I feel starts to bleed through
Smoke weed before I meet you
Still feeling pretty strange
Always writing songs
Just to cover up his pain
You know that he wants
Everyone to know his name
More than that he wants a person
Who don't always try to change
How he feels inside
Open up your eyes
You can see this person
Doesn't wanna be alive
Taking all we have and pushing
All that shit aside
What's the point of love
If you don't ever even try
Now
Getting pretty sick
Of getting treated like I'm dirt
Every single night
You got me questioning
My worth
I know you don't always really
Get what you deserve
There's gotta be a reason
That you place me on this earth
Swallowing this pain yeah I know
That shit really hurts
Everyday I'm wondering
If I am getting worse
Drowning in bad luck
Well maybe I'm just cursed
Everything smashed up
Cause you get on my nerves
Never really had much
Like ever since my birth
No
So I try to take your heart
But it's so cold
While you tearing me apart
But I won't go
Will it ever be the same
Man I don't know
Swear I'm bout to go insane
And I'm so close
While I'm looking at the face
In these photos
Full of hate telling me that
I should go home
All I think about is how I know
You won't grow