Chyna Whyte, Relly T - I Need You Lyrics

Lord this how I pray I Need You

You said you'll be my light
When I'm in the dark
You said you the only one that can really change my heart
Lift me up when I'm down give me peace and joy
Wipe these tears away
Take this pain away
Make me wanna live
When I want to die
Forgive me for my sins
Tell me I can win
If I fall down
I can get up
Look like its hard now but you got a plan for us
And its good things
Sometimes it will rain
And get ruff
But you here with us
Well I'm hurting now
And I need you
I'm getting depressed again
All night I'm wrestling
With these sick thoughts
Sometimes they murderous
And these lust thoughts
I feel like serving him
I pick the phone up
I put it back down
I feel like wilding out
Pulling that ganja out
But I don't want to go back that's why I'm crying out
But then I fall and go back cuz it feel good
But it really don't feel good
Wake up in the morning with that same monkey riding me
A good person Lord I try to be
One day good one day evil it must be something deep inside of me
That need to come out
I'm asking for your help
You gotta fight this battle cuz I can't do it by myself

I Need You
I Need You
I Need You
I Need You

Im screaming Lord will I ever make it
I don't wanna die not being what you made me to be
And not getting what you meant for me
Sometimes I wish you send for me and end it all right now
But that's too easy
Sometimes I want it easy
I be looking for a reason to go off
Vision myself smashing faces in
Then I pray for you to come and take away my sin
And I know I'm not a hypocrite
I be trying not to trip but I get tired of this here
And I get tired of myself
I ain't lying to myself but I think I'm bad for my health

I Need You
I Need You
I Need You
I Need You

Like the breath I breathe
I can't live without you
I can't eat I can't sleep I don't want to be without you
Cuz I would never make it
I should have never made it
But you let me live
After all I did
And I keep messing up but you still love me
Might put that rod on me
But you ain't gon ride on me
And you ain't gon lie to me
And you ain't gon steal from me
And you ain't gon hate on me
You made the way for me
The way the truth the life
You is the way for me
Went to the grave for me
Now that's that real real
And I still feel you still here
Although I'm messed up
I need you to clean this mess up

I Need You
I Need You
I Need You
I Need You