Christopher Leon - Unheard Prayers Lyrics

Oh God
I'm coming to you with a problem
We ain't talked in a long time
But I'm hoping you can solve it
Oh God
I been quiet for awhile now
But I feel like imma wyle out
So all you niggas better pipe down

It seem like every night
I don't know why
I stand in the mirror and cry
Only time that I feel fine
When I get high
Or when I get drunk out my mind
Don't know how to feel inside
But does it even matter
My life is disaster
And I can't escape it
This shit is a pattern
Corner me and I'm swinging on everything so batter up
I got who homies who know me to carry the weight of the team but I got enough
On my plate
They get on my nerves
It's like it's a race
I never vacation I'm not Chevy Chase
I work and I slave
Like I'm a masochist
Fighting my ego
You don't know the half of it
I may be sad as shit
But I'm not average, bitch
I calm myself down when I talk to my therapist
She wanna switch up the narrative
Said I should talk to my friends and start sharing shit
I told her I can't because that's embarrassing
Plus, none of my niggas would care a bit
I mean not really
They would just nod along, they don't really feel me
Because when my back up against the wall they don't call
They all gone
They must be sleep, they dozed off
But no rush, guess I ain't got feelings
All I do is pace in my room and my mind is always running
But I feel my demons hot on my Achilles
Feels like I'm trapped in a cage like a felon
I get worked up every time 'til I'm yelling
But I gotta calm down
Chris, cool off
Breathe in, breathe out, woosah
No
I'm sick of this shit
I been waiting to vent
I got shit on my chest I been waiting to rinse
You don't know my family
You won't understand me
I don't even know where the fuck to begin
My girl has been cheating
I feel so defeated
Worst part is I think I'm the reason
So no I'm not answering calls
I don't care who it is
How do you tell your friends
That you just wanna die

Oh God
I'm coming to you with a problem
We ain't talked in a long time
But I'm hoping you can solve it
Oh God
I been quiet for awhile now
But I feel like imma wyle out
So all you niggas better