Christian 21 - Flaws & Sins Lyrics

This isn't the life I wanted
Thinking about the past it's toxic
My family doesn't see me for me but
Im tryna be me, thats honest
I've lived my whole life tryna fit in
I only fit in with narcotics
Im not like all the other kids here
I just wanna live and get across this

What would you do if I'm infected
Infected with the stress or a illness
So let me tell you bout
The times where I would doubt
My flaws and sin
And demon
I have lived through to see it
In the end its just me dead

Where can we go with this pain
I don't wanna live and feel it
Nobody understands it
I used to feel like I could end it
I feel like I'm alone walking through this
Might as well just ball my fist
And scream out to the world fuck this

This isn't the life I wanted
Thinking about the past it's toxic
My family doesn't see me for me but
Im tryna be me, thats honestly
I've lived my whole life tryna fit in
I only fit in with narcotics
Im not like all the other kids here
I just wanna live and get across this