Chase Baby - Salutations Lyrics

Salutations
This a goodbye
For the ones I never got a chance to say
Before you left this earth in an untimely fashion
We had plans to make
Asking god why he pulled ya light
You was full of life
I know his plan is perfect
But it's hard to accept
When I'm still here and you're in sky
I know you're smiling down

Ugh
I been tryna keep it all together
Crying everytime I see your picture
But tears make me feel a little better
Glad that Fabi never sent that candle
Cuz just like you it cannot last forever
Boy you shined the brightest with ya love
Now I know it's limits to the sun
Got the news and I broke down in public
Middle shift they had to send me home
Thank god Jason sent that private message
Cuz internet ain't how im sposed to know
Hugged ya mother like she was my own
Met some friends I'll never take for granted
Still can't play our project without crying
But hearing that voice of yours
I think I'll manage
I pray for Tommy, Fabian and Javi
Jason, Adam, Jacob, Madi, Oli
This a pain that one just can't recover
But with some time I know we'll wear it proudly
Try to make decisions in your name
When you died I gained a new perspective
Life gets overcast and hard to handle
Then through the clouds I see your iridescence

Salutations
This a goodbye
For the ones I never got a chance to say
Before you left this earth in an untimely fashion
We had plans to make
Asking god why he pulled ya light
You was full of life
I know his plan is perfect
But it's hard to accept
When I'm still here and you're in sky
I know you're smiling down

Ugh
I been tryna keep it all together
We grew close but only for a moment
Though in my life impressions last forever
We was both self medicating
We was both dealing with depression
Opened up with you the night you left
Last one to see you take a breath
Survivors guilts a motherfucker ain't it
Still can't get that feeling out my chest
I stayed silent for a couple months
Still unpacking trauma from them steps
My therapist says I'm too hard on myself
And it's hard on my health to carry so much stress
Life's isn't fair and it kills what you love
But sometimes you must learn to accept
Lost the both of ya'll within a month
Took a part of me and left a void
Thank god for my baby for her patience
Sometimes I just need to see the boys
Try to make decisions in your name
When you died I gained a new perspective
Life gets overcast and hard to handle
Then thru the clouds I see your iridescence

Salutations
This a goodbye
For the ones I never got a chance to say
Before you left this earth in an untimely fashion
We had plans to make
Asking god why he pulled ya light
You was full of life
I know his plan is perfect
But it's hard to accept
When I'm still here and you're in sky
I know you're smiling down
This a goodbye
For the ones I never got a chance to say
Before you left this earth in an untimely fashion
We had plans to make
Asking god why he pulled ya light
You was full of life
I know his plan is perfect
But it's hard to accept
When I'm still here and you're in sky
I know you're smiling down