Chase Baby, Kid Ziggy - Lost Control Lyrics

I've lost control
Please save my soul
I ain't been home in a minute
Too much pain I let grow
And I'm afraid I can't hide anymore
I must face this
Devil in the details thrown in the basement
I built all these walls
Promised I won't let myself fall
Oh no

I'm so embarrassed
I declare these empty promises
Tryna push the narrative in favor that
I've got this shit all figured out
And I'm different now
And you believed it
Shame on you then shame on I
Blame just trading hosts like braided ropes
We just complain about flaws
And then pontificate
Same scene
Different takes
Same team
Different play
This pain won't leave the huddle
I must muzzle myself
I'll bear this pain and hurt alone
Like I'll just thug it myself
Into this clutter I'll melt
Consume my brain
Know too much changed
I stayed the same
I'm stuck in park
Illuminate
These new sensations
No one claimed
We grew apart
But it was known amongst
This loaners club
Of like minds I associate with
For second opinions
These stagnate places we live in
I look at photos we took
I can't relate with that image
A different person I see
You stuck your fangs in my mentions
Just to remind me that im fucked up in the head
And this sickness has many cures
But still I treat it like a terminal illness
I know these changes need made
They just won't happen today
And you deserve to be happy
Shame I don't make you that way
This not the life I envisioned
Swear I'm not playing the victim
This shit got hold of me deep
I'm too weak to loosen the grip
And It's just too much to take
Life knocks me down
Can't get no fucking breaks
These tiny waves of relaxation
Make we want another day
I pray that someone saves me
But I know it comes within
But I can't help but feel like bones and bloodless skin
It seems that

I've lost control
Please save my soul
I ain't been home in a minute
Too much pain I let grow
And I'm afraid I can't hide anymore
I must face this
Devil in the details thrown in the basement
I built all these walls
Promised I won't let myself fall
Oh no

Salt on a slug
I feel so hopeless
I've been dopamine depleted since I wrote this
I can't focus. I bite my tongue I'm chokin
Every day I'm smokin
I don't need ibuprofen
Hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm
Don't know why I Can't escape it
I reminisce retrace it
All these Memories keep fadin'
You fucked me up I'm jaded
I can't deal with the pain when I'm faded
I been low, I been low in the basement
Let it go, lemme roll imma face it
Let it go, let it go, oh oh
I don't know how, i just sit here and take it
Mmm
I guess you gotta fall
To realize that we all get caught in the matrix
I been low
I been low in the basement
Let it go, lemme roll up and face it
Let it go, lemme roll up and face it

I've lost control
Please save my soul
I ain't been home in a minute
Too much pain I let grow
And I'm afraid I can't hide anymore
I must face this
Devil in the details thrown in the basement
I built all these walls
Promised I won't let myself fall
Oh no