Charismatic - Sun Gon' Shine Lyrics

I remember waking in the morning
Praying one more time
Today can I make it out the darkness
Shit
When the sun gon' shine
'Cause it's dark in this hallway apartment
Hard to be strong when you always involved in
Somebody's nonsense
That's not important
Put on your pack and report to the office

Check it
I was like 10 trying to play too much
Lost my virginity way too young
To a girl 18 with a face too dumb
And I can't do much, but her waist do bump
I hate to bluff so I tell you facts
And when they pulled up I yelled move back
They grabbed my legs and they held my arms
And they had my face where her belt belonged
It was scary for real, like not again
But I went back home and I lied to friends
I acted like I had been the guy
But honestly I felt dead inside
I need a synagogue and another church
Can't drop teardrops on another shirt
And I still be pondering what a brother's worth
'Cause they Milly Rockin' and I'm fucking hurt
I guess I gotta do this thing on my own
I can't afford a therapist, that's why I'm singing this song
But I got heaven around me and I won't blink 'til it's gone
And it's becoming apparent that I'ma bring it along
It's never having to leave
It could actually be
Everything that I've had in a dream
But they don't think that I know
Trying to get another single to blow
So I can kick it smoking weed on a boat
'Cause I remember I was lonely
'Member it was all me
All alone on my own
And no one knows me
My only homies were those I scrolled on a phone
But I'm going, gone
When I'm home alone
Hold on I could overdose and won't no one know
I tried to sleep so comatose
We diving deep, don't hold your nose
Let me tell you 'bout the other time
When my mother cried
Let me tell you 'bout my cousin dying, it just wasn't right
Let me tell you how a trigger finger took 100 lines
I must've played that shit 100 times
I don't want to fly but I need an angel
Like, I don't want to try but I see the angle
Like, how you gon' die when I needed saving
Shit, I ain't think God was an Indian giver he like
(Live with it nigga)
I gotta live a bit different
So I can make it out the hood and give my kids the materials
To go and facilitate
We gonna remember great
We ain't have much but some clothes and dinner plates
Supposed to ventilate but love to hotbox
Go in penetrating, the buzz like pop rocks
The cuz done dropped out
I'm still down here
Get these clowns and fuck boys from 'round here
'Cause I remember they sure weren't supporting a thing
They snort when the thought is important to me
I'm sure from the shore that I pour from a beach
I assure you, I'm loyal I slaughter these beats
A horse with some cleats
A sport and a freak
An author at least
Every thought that I think
Gets a part and a piece
My heart is complete
But it's hard to believe when they're cautioning me like

(You ain't gon' make it nigga
Why you always faking nigga
This crown is hard to hold
You sure you wanna take it nigga
Heard you left the state again
But why you still ain't played yet nigga
How you hitting stages since 8th grade and still ain't paid yet nigga)

Stop guys
Those other suckers' plotting points is not mine
Plus you motherfucking got a joint that's not fire
I always say I'm gonna do
Y'all always say it's not time
But why we only see them "W"s before a dot com
That's not a team
Why can't I get everyone to do what's up in my mind
If they ever wanted to it'll be comfortable like Ta Da
But I can't take it
Living my life dangerous
So I flipped the script crazy
Like I got my agent
And he know me
And he only gives me potent dose of holy grace
He throws me ropes until I know I'm strong enough to show my face
Yo he told me "Hey
You know you gon' control your fate
'Cause once you seize your time and opportunity it's only space"

("I'll hold your place, just hold your head
Keep going straight, I'll throw you bread
When bones is aching over stress
Don'r ever think to phone a friend
Hold your faith, you gon' depend
On everything you hold within
I know they hate, I know it's late
I got you though, you're so okay
You gon' be great and you gon' make
Go the distance, you're courageous
They throw missiles, you can take it
Time to turn up, rutabaga
You gon' do it, sooner later
Do your thing and do it major
You'll be music's future savior")

Said you a king if you create it
You a king if you create it
And I just made it

I just woke up in the morning
Saying one more time
Today I'ma make it out the darkness
And the sun gon' shine
It was dark in that hallway apartment
Had to move on, now it always is gorgeous
That's so important, I'm no long frauding
I put on my Jordan's and toss out the garbage
I would record this
I just woke up in the morning
Saying one more time
Today I'ma make it out the darkness
And the sun gon' shine
It was dark in that hallway apartment
Had to move on, now it always is gorgeous
That's so important, I'm no long frauding
I put on my Jordan's and toss out the garbage
Gone