Charismatic - Before I Go Lyrics

This is something that I need to do before I go
I could have it misconstrued but
Usually I don't
All you humans that been through it
You can do it if you want
It be boulders rolling to you
You can move em just be strong

Why these people do not listen to me
And why it seem like it be evil when it's different from me
And why do people think it's weakness
In between us
When I start to know them
And why'd they all decide to leave me when my jaw was broken
Oh and
Vanessa said she loved me then she faded like a ghost
Guess I wasn't what you made up cause you take me for a joke
I tried to see my nigga last winter when I visited
My mom packed a box of food he didn't come and get it
And Christian was my nigga but he started gettin weird around 2017
That nigga's really getting different
He on that Satan shit
I be worried for his soul
That's some dirt I don't condone
But he been working on his goals
So I'm proud nonetheless
That's my nigga from the sandbox
And I don't want him stressed
Nigga I just want him blessed
So my hands high
I can't lie it hurt me
When I heard that Eric Bates
Was talking shit
Soon as he heard I left from Jersey
And I ain't really worried that nigga don't want no action
But if I told his girl what he was on he wouldn't have one
I tried hit up niggas that I know from back home but they live here
And niggas leave my ass on read how did we get here
It's 6 years later and I still haven't really made it
When am I gon make a name
I've been rapping since a baby
I've been happy just relaying all these facts and stuff that's playing
In the back of what I'm saying
But I have to pluck some payment
Wayment hold it if you know me
Then you know that CJ Graves is
Finna blow
Keep holding on
It don't take luck if you amazing
It ain't much to do but wait
But still it's nothing new today
I been coming through to vacancies
Don't wanna move in place

So
This is something that I need to do before I go
I could have it misconstrued but
Usually I don't
All you humans that been through it
You can do it if you want
It be boulders rolling to you
You can move em just be strong
Gone