Chaos Commute - Surrender Lyrics

I couldn't breathe when I saw you the first time
For the rest of the night I could barely speak
Got your number, wrote five hundred messages
I sent one after nights without sleep
I knew that you wouldn't remember me
I knew that you wouldn't even care
But you did and I did

I want to surrender but I can't let go
I want to surrender gonna leave me before I do
Gonna be another one I lose

I opened up and I knew that youd leave me
How can you like what is underneath?
I closed down and I knew you would run away
Like all the others who didn't wanna stay
Either way you would hate me like I do
And leave me like I always knew
But you stayed and I will stay

I want to surrender but I can't let go
I want to surrender gonna leave me before I do
Gonna be another one I lose

I couldn't breathe when I saw you the first time
For the rest of the night I could barely speak
Got your number, wrote five hundred messages
I sent one after nights without sleep
I knew that you wouldn't remember me
I knew that you wouldn't even care
But you did and I did

I want to surrender but I can't let go
I want to surrender gonna leave me before I do
Gonna be another one I lose

I opened up and I knew that youd leave me
How can you like what is underneath?
I closed down and I knew you would run away
Like all the others who didn't wanna stay
Either way you would hate me like I do
And leave me like I always knew
But you stayed and I will stay

I want to surrender but I can't let go
I want to surrender gonna leave me before I do
Gonna be another one I lose