Carbine C, Will Snow - Decapitation Lyrics

Alas I have met my foe
Internally I could never overthrow
So I want to lay deep down below
Where I can cower and know
I can't have an uprise bestow
Ponder in the chamber
This glacier nature shows no savior
I'm no longer the maker
Just a fraud fucking faker
I swear tried to rap nice on behalf
Of Willy D but we causing wrath
Because thats what it be
What it do with the crew
But they all inside nothing new
Deep in the backwood
Thoughts so misunderstood
Living in this falsehood
Never coming out this dark hood
Spectators say I've failed
But they just saw what I railed
Not seeing me set sail

I tilt my head
And wish I wasnt dead
Inside
My life is a lie
Serial numbers
Made when younger
Show were I fall under
I saw the afterlife
Vivid cause I've seen it twice
No drugs or knife
Just the psychedelic price of throwing dice
Squirming and tweaking
Thinking that I'm bleeding
But really im finally seeing,
With open eyes
Shits beginning to look right
But god damn so outta sight

Decapitation please eliminate my derealization
Decapitation cease my depersonalization
Decapitation please eliminate my derealization
Decapitation cease my depersonalization

Throw it all away
And don't you say
I wish you would've stayed the same
Analysis shows I was damned
Straight to the very core of this man
Spent energy on 5th floor
But thank god no more
Opening the next door to see whats in store
Open the book skip some chapters
Now look at me after
Is this hysterical laughter?

Do I have to break out this man?
Never change just gain fans
Is that who i am?
Really just want the money
So i can live life comfy
They think im funny
Ex junkie cant live so lovely
Maybe he'll get lucky
Nah you fuckers owe me
Cause you think you know me
So I'm saying fuck you blow me yuh

Decapitation please eliminate my derealization
Decapitation cease my depersonalization