Cameron London, Pen Fields - SELFish desires, Pt. 2 Lyrics

I still want more than this
I still want more than this
I want you all to myself
But I'm in control of this
I still want more than this
I still want more than this
That's my desire
Am I strong enough to shoulder this, like
I'm selfish
Yeah, I know it's true
I'm selfish, yeah
But how bout you
I'm selfish
Yeah, I know it's true
I'm selfish, yeah
But so are you

I had some time to think
I had some time to fill in the gaps
Thought about if I got pushed to the brink
That I might have to step back in the trap
But is it worth losing my blessings
Is it worth stressing on what imma miss
Is it worth ditching my family legacy
Just to experience a moment of bliss
I had to chill on the thought of a man
That ain't never had much, getting rich too quick
I had to move from the ways of a man
That ain't never felt love, getting chicks too quick
Money been one of the things, I ain't never had a lot
I know better than to spend too quick
All this time I was thinking bout me
Makes since why I ended up getting too sick
Music is all that I know
Feel like I'm stuck in a cycle and I'll never grow
It's gotten harder to show
All my emotions are damaged
I'm letting you know
That I'm gonna do better, for better or worse
But I'm gonna need help with this
Sorry that all my desires were only a front
And were rooted in selfishness

I still want more than this
I still want more than this
I want you all to myself
But I'm in control of this
I still want more than this
I still want more than this
That's my desire
Am I strong enough to shoulder this, like
I'm selfish
Yeah, I know it's true
I'm selfish, yeah
But how bout you
I'm selfish
Yeah, I know it's true
I'm selfish, yeah
But so are you

You can have all the space that you need
Name time you ever asked and not received
And I'm the one that's gotta sit and face it
I had something basic
Such an easy replacement
Ok but not the next one
And I admit to the jealousy, I'm my daddy son
And we gon be kings, it's how I'm raising some
But how my selfish desires
Make everything prior
Worth walking through fire
On to something higher, you can sit back and watch me
Devil on my heels make every step rocky
Want the throne on my own
On this journey, try to stop me
You gon see how selfish that my Pop can be

I still want more than this
I still want more than this
I want you all to myself
But I'm in control of this
I still want more than this
I still want more than this
That's my desire
Am I strong enough to shoulder this, like
I'm selfish
Yeah, I know it's true
I'm selfish, yeah
But how bout you
I'm selfish
Yeah, I know it's true
I'm selfish, yeah
But so are you

I still want more than this
I still want more than this
I want you all to myself
But I'm in control of this
I still want more than this
I still want more than this