CallMeMisfit - LO-FI: A Collection of LoverBoy Lost Files. Lyrics

This is a battle with self
I don't need nobody help
This can't be good for my health
But knowledge the ultimate wealth
I never knew when to say no
Now i know when to say so
Like fuck how It felt
But that was back in the days man
I don't look back to those days man
Cause the sun never shine where there's shade man

We're back in the bag
Translation pack up the lab
Back to unpacking the bag with the lab to get cooking with Mav
Thinking back man I'm glad
Look how much it all changed in a year man
Tell me isn't it clear man
Its a blessing
Told momma no stressing im here and
Tell me isn't it clear man
We gone get it in no time
We ain't never Need a Co-sign
Had to give it to you lo-fi
Just show you I'm a goldmine
Gold mind set with no gold on

Like pony boy I'm staying golden

This is a battle with self
I don't need nobody help
This can't be good for my health
But knowledge the ultimate wealth
I never knew when to say no
Now i know when to say so
Like fuck how It felt
But that was back in the days man
I don't look back to those days man
Cause the sun never shine where there's shade man
I cant go back to those days
I can't get caught in a daze
I won't get caught in the shade no no

Had to make this shit clear now
Had to get my mind clear now
Had to get my mind clear now

See Im not thinking you got the message
There couldn't be U and I if we didn't have a connection
Had to cut it off
What's meant for us had everyone involved
Cause I'm not built for that I had to done it all

Yeah I know I changed right
Yeah I'm not the same right
I know that it ain't right
Had to go get my brain right
I know that I changed right
I know that it ain't right

No you couldn't take my heart from me
This shits a lot of work somehow your still a work of art to me
Part of me believes that you just can't stand to be part from me
But you broke my heart and understanding that is hard for me
I been
Medicating
I been
Meditating
I seen
A lot of shit still I'm positive through negations
Less stress and more patience
We drive each other crazy let's face it
But at the rate that we're going there's no destination
Still I'm speed racing like I know where I'm going
Still hoping in the whip
Knowing damn well pouring up
Cause see it can turn out
Way worse than expected
While you patiently waiting on a text message
That you would never get
Cause it was never sent
Out of all the things I've said this is the thing that I Regret
You're living to learn
You live and you learn
It sad we never really realize when you're starting to swerve

See Im not thinking you got the message
There couldn't be U and I if we didn't have a connection
Had to cut it off
What's meant for us had everyone involved
Cause I'm not built for that I had to done it all

Yeah I know I changed right
Yeah I'm not the same right
I know that it ain't right
Had to go get my brain right
I know that I changed right
I know that it ain't right

Tell me whats it is you need from me
Usually that's just how it goes
They don't speak to me until I'm eating with all my bros
I've been killing shows like every show since Who probably knows
Origami flows since a Snotty nose
Man I body those
Open up your mind it's probably closed
I've seen it times
But my father said it's better with time
Wise words from an intelligent mind
To be honest I'd be foolish just to keep it inside

Dropping gems since the 1-5
All of ya been waiting on that one line
Fuck I'll just make that part the punch-like
Back in high school i eating in the lunch line
My stomach grumbling and core was rumbling I know it's crunch time

I'm residing in the East coast
Hot like I been standing in a sauna with a pea coat
Death before designer dawg that Prada ain't for me hoe
They never take their shot unless it's cheap tho
But I don't even really speak tho
I keep my peace but keep a piece tho
I ain't Lil yachty nas x pump or lil peep hoe
Don't take no offense or disrespect this for the people
This for the people
They say that shit foul to how I free throw
You just free falling through the trends
We all know that you pretend you deceitful
I said I Need a girl who use her head before she **********
That all depends
Cause I ain't benefiting from a friend
This part when all you say the humble shit was all pretend
Imma run my fucking mouth because I know when all it ends
The only time I'll make amens is when I'm praying
Cause there a lot of people who gone want me dead so I'm just saying

The only time I'll need to make amends is when I'm praying
There a lot of people who gone want me dead so I'm just saying
I'm a man so imma live by what I'm saying

Tell me whats it is you need from me
Usually that's just how it goes
They don't speak to me until I'm eating with all my bros
I've been killing shows like every show since Who probably knows
Origami flows since a Snotty nose
Man I body those
Open up your mind it's probably closed
I've seen it times
But my father said it's better with time
Wise words from an intelligent mind
To be honest I'd be foolish just to keep it inside

I put my whole heart in this
Time and total conscienceness
Look me in my eyes and I can show you what exhaustion is
I'm Sick of all the liars
And I'm tired of the narcissists
Sick and tired of these so called martyrs
Where's the fathers to children
With no fathers who are living through the hardship
I ain't giving life to none until I planned it out with caution
I'm so fortunate that I don't know the feeling of an orphan
My father figure bring home dollar figures working til the coffin
Keep your head up
Handle all your do's and get you bread up
Cause the same one who gone cheese in pictures shooting for your cheddar
Grind and never let up
Letting go off the etc
I'm emotionally detached but love I know there is nothing better

Tell me whats it is you need from me
Usually that's just how it goes
They don't speak to me until I'm eating with all my bros
I've been killing shows like every show since Who probably knows
Origami flows since a Snotty nose
Man I body those
Open up your mind it's probably closed
I've seen it times
But my father said it's better with time
Wise words from an intelligent mind
To be honest I'd be foolish just to keep it inside