Butterscotch - I'm OK Lyrics

I tell myself that I'm fine and i'm ok
There's no reason that I should feel this way
I have everything that i've ever dreamed of
But I don't have love

Everyday I keep looking for something
But i come home empty handed with nothing
Tell myself that I'm happy being free
But i still want love

And it just goes on and on and on

Can I see
What my life is really
Supposed to be
Am I the woman that will set me free
I just gotta believe

I keep moving in every direction
I'm afraid that I'm losing connection
Day by day I keep falling away
And I just wanna go home

Something tells me i just gotta let go
Everything in the moment will just flow
Stepping out of the shadows behind me
I am not alone

And it just goes on and on and on
And it just goes on and on and on

Can I see
What my life is really
Supposed to be
Am I the woman that will set me free
I just gotta believe

I'm so tired I just need to get away
From all these thoughts that are stuck inside my brain
What's the use of going through this pain
I just can't go on (Like this)
Criticize me, I don't give a damn
I gotta love myself exactly how I am
Know that nothing ever goes the way it's planned
I just gotta be strong
They say it's lonely at the top
But I'm lonely in between
The hustle never stops
When i'm trying to get that green
I try to meditate to see what all this means
Don't want to medicate gotta keep my body clean
I'm searching for the answer
And nothing is gonna stop me
These demons are like cancer
Trying to take over my body
Fighting every way so i can see another day
This war is never ending but I know I'll be okay