Bryan Dubay - B & C Lyrics

Lets escape everything real for just one moment
A little differently than I do every night
I want to leave my body and mind
And float at the bottom of the ocean
Leave my family and friends
Float away from the innocent distractions
Float

I surround my self with pleasure and pain
I create my existence through silly little games
I'm doomed and living
I'm blessed and cursed
I always feel the same
Nothing is better and nothing is worse

You feel like a scab I scratch to know I'm alive
I open you up and see what's inside
Its easy, you're not very hard
I'm queasy when you let down your guard
You ask for me and I come on command
You say, "tell me you love me while you're squeezing my hand"
You say, one day...

I surround myself with flesh and bones
I create my life through blood and stones
We're doomed and living
We're blessed and cursed
For once I feel different
Something is better and something is worse